Guess who planned a 5 hour event today for their sorority. My dumb ass is sick as hell and running a fever and the event is ALL OUTSIDE WALKING and even worse it’s at high elevation. Please send good vibes my way please I’ll need it.

MY UNI HAS PERSONAL TRAINER CLASSES?!? YOU WORK ONE ON ONE WITH A PERSONAL TRAINER AS A CLASS. I GET CREDIT FOR THIS?!?

Like what the fuck. How can the school allow this. They have my medical records that’s show that I’ve been sickly my entire life. And no it’s not from my ED. I have autoimmune problems and am sick seemingly every two to three weeks. Doctors haven’t figured it out yet

I literally feel like I’m going to pass out with how sick I am but if I miss class my teacher will forcibly remove me from the roster. The world isn’t built for chronically ill people and days like this where I have to put myself in danger show it.

I know almost all of us struggle with self image and I hope this can make someone’s day a little brighter!

My coaches wife also regularly helps me with navigating health care since she works in it.

Self defense even though the class is fencing. I do think I would’ve dropped out during the years of constant family, friend, and pet death if it wasn’t for his encouragement to keep going and my husband always being there when I break down.

For context my one teacher has been like a grandfather to me and I mean he could be my grandpas brother. That’s how similar they are. They even look a bit alike. I want to also add he’s not creepy. He legit has grandpa energy and also goes out of his way to teach his students-

I legit don’t know how I’m going to make it through the day. My period started so my emotions are way way out of wack and my grandpas yahrzeit is coming up. This is a recipe for me to randomly break down throughout the day.

in her actions for what happened to have occurred. He was my best friend. I miss him everyday. Yahrzeit is a Jewish death anniversary where we celebrate the persons life and happy memories. It’s very cathartic for me and has helped me through my grieving process.

Ye for talks of death As the second yahrzeit approaches for my grandpa I’m coming to terms with the fact that he was murdered by the very health care workers that were supposed to help him. It wasn’t an accident like I wanted to pretend it was. She would’ve had to be deliberate

Do I go to classes (there’s two today) or do I stay home. I’ll probably end up going to school. Then I can go get weed after class and watch my back pain go away while I play Fortnite with my husband.

I left my apartment without ibuprofen and of course my body said “here’s a period and horrible cramps” and I don’t go home for another 4 hours

It’s been 10 years and I can still feel what he did to me…when will it end…

Today is a high day so calories don’t count. I’m thinkinggggg 500mg of eddies todayyy

I just watched my 5lb kitten bully her 13lb adult brother out of a bed. Worst part is there’s two beds right next to each other and only one was taken lol

Today’s total comes out to about 1,300 cals. I’m not mad at that since I did just get over a nasty bug. Hoping to slowly increase my steps back up over this weekend.

Friend brought cookies again. Luckily they’re were coffee flavor and I hate the taste of coffee so I could kindly decline today.

If I miss dance class I’ll have to drop it. If I go I’ll be sick the whole time. Oh to have a teacher who refuses to take off two absences where the university literally told me to not go to class because I had a contagious illness and they were worried about it spreading

I apparently fell asleep on the couch at 8. My husband let me sleep until midnight before getting me to bed. He knew how sick I felt earlier so him letting me just sleep while he gamed was nice.