⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖜𝐞𝐥𝐜𝖔𝐦𝐞 𝑡𝑜 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝖒𝖆𝐬𝒒𝖚𝐞𝐫𝐚𝖉𝖊 . ⠀

hello ! idk how else to say this but since i’ll be moving to a whole different state for my masters , i’m going to be strapped for cash . i’m currently looking for jobs in the state im moving to , but a large portion of wtv money +

you showed me 𝒉𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 . now that you are 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 , 𝒆arth feels like 𝖍𝐞𝐥𝐥 . i 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 that i 𝒔till 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 you .

there will be 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞 when you are 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞 .

in the end , you will always 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐥 . / not to 𝐦𝐞𝐧 like 𝐲𝐨𝐮 . / there are no 𝒎𝒆𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆 . / there are 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 men like you .

if i could 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 a 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐝 more lives , i would choose 𝒚𝒐𝒖 , 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 .

it's not 𝒇air . . / 𝐞verybody dies one day . . / n—— not like this . . it's not 𝒇air because . . b—— because 𝒍onely , 𝒎isanthropic murderers thirsting for revenge should 𝐝ie like this . . not young do - gooders doing the 𝐫ight thing . .

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐬 are won by those who are 𝒘illing to 𝖘acrifice 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 .ᐟ

you call us 𝐦onsters , because we suck blood .ᐣ look at yourself .ᐟ you 𝒇east on gaia's corpse , celebrate 𝐩lunder of her resources , slaughter her 𝐚nimals like they mean nothing . because what's not 𝒉uman isn't worth 𝐬aving , is it .ᐣ

the 𝒑𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐨𝐧 returneth , no longer 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐲 to be called 𝒎𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐧 .

if we 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 together . . i hope they bury us 𝒕ogether , so i may hold your 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅 , gaze into your 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 and 𝒍𝐨𝐬𝐞 myself in them as we step into our next life . maybe then . . i could tell you how i 𝒓eally 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 . .

i've dealt with 𝐤illers before . . killers , traffickers , kings , warlords . . you a𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝒋ustify yourselves in such—— such profound ways , ways people don't know how to argue against , and they get 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐩𝐭 up in your 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 .

such a 𝒃𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 night , for such a 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐦 day .

sometimes . . i 𝒘ish we could 𝐫un away . live together in a 𝒇orest somewhere , away from this . . 𝒈𝐨𝐨𝐝 and 𝒆vil , 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 and 𝒊njustice . . but alas , it doesn't seem like this world will let us . . let 𝐦𝐞 have that . .

𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 who we are . we are 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐬 . . and what is our 𝒑𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞 .ᐣ / to 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 .

her 𝒗𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 calms his restless mind , 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 cradling within her hands his 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒍𝒆 spirit , on the brink of 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 .

𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 , you come into the 𝒍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 . from the 𝒍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 , you now 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 to the 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 . are you prepared to travel the 𝐞𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡 .ᐣ

𝒔taring again .ᐣ i can understand if you're 𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒅 , 𝒑𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 〜

it felt as if the 𝒃right and 𝐜heery 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 i always saw in the 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 were 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 being 𝒅rained out , replaced by a 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐞 .

i have lived as 𝒃est as i could , squeezing 𝐰ater out of 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 , drawn towards a 𝑝urpose like a moth to a 𝒅𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 .

it felt 𝐮𝐧𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫 . to 𝒃𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 somewhere , to 𝐛𝐞 someone . or well , be on the way 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 . but that is quite the 𝒔ame , 𝒊𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐢𝐭 .ᐣ