When life is heavy and hard to take, go off by yourself. Enter the silence. Bow in prayer. Don't ask questions:.Wait for hope to appear. Don't run from trouble. Take it full-face. The "worst" is never the worst.
If God is making you wait, it does not mean that he is punishing you. Rather, he wants to keep in touch with you for a while longer. He wants you to pray more. He wants you to talk to Him. He wants to hear your voice over and over again.