Shout out to the twitch viewers that can actually distinguish the difference between the streamers and their characters. The rest of y’all weirdos that stream hop with no intention other than to troll and talk shit need a new hobby. Honestly need Jesus
I’ve been keeping this under wraps until I felt we were ready to let everyone know. My wife and I were expecting another child and she had a miscarriage last night. The pain I’m feeling is impossible to put into words but I can only imagine how she is feeling right now…
My wife & I appreciate all the love and kind words you guys have sent our way. I pray you all continue to love one another and make use of the time we have left on this earth. Nobody should have to bury their children. Should be the other way around. Make every moment count
I’ll be taking some days to myself just to spend more time with my family so please be patient with me and keep us in your prayers. If you do see me in the server or on someone else’s stream in the future and I sound depressed I’m alright. I’m just figuring shit out. Love y’all
Forever blessed for the opportunity to get a chance to meet so many amazing people during my time on NoPixel and I’m sad that it had to come to an end. Just glad I was able to put a smile on people’s face when I could. Until we meet again
Bro, seeing all of these tweets/pictures makes me want to go to San Diego TwitchCon. It also blows my mind that Swan is actually cosplaying as
@Crystalst_
because she is cool as hell.
Ever since I started streaming I’ve felt like I had to censor myself or fit this image of someone that I’m not and that changes this week. If people don’t fuck with me for who I am then I probably didn’t need them in my life anyway. It’s only up from here!
So you guys with dogshit opinions do realize that it cost absolutely nothing to shut the fuck up and mind your business, right? I don’t understand how you can wake up and choose to be a bigot.
One thing I’ve learned over the past couple of months from NoPixel “gang wars” is that I never want to be in another one. Just seems like a who can recruit the best arena/shooter from other fivem servers instead of making it fun for everyone involved.
The amount of parasocial fucking weirdos that are so pressed by video game decisions is fucking insane to me. This shit makes me not even want to RP anymore. It’s a video game. It’s not real. It’s hard not to see the negativity in a flood of positivity BUT -
Man.. I don’t even know if I wanna play cop today with all the shit going on. I try so hard to have Marcel stick to his morals and be real big on community outreach to help that divide between cops and crims but hearing my homies get slandered for role playing is nuts.
Appreciate all the love and well wishes as of recent. Preparing for a newborn is stressful but so exciting. Sorry for the lack of streams over the past 4 months but real life comes first ya know? My daughter was born this morning and is healthy. Truly blessed 🙏🏾
Turning 29 today! It’s crazy how fast the year went by and I’m blessed to have met so many new people and forever thankful to be surrounded by such dope ones.
Larry Knox legit made history. Hopefully other people don’t ruin this or try to find a grey area to feel included. Let US have something. This may not mean a lot to everybody but it means A LOT to the brothers & sisters on the server. Y’all think we were funny before? Stay tuned
I’m just going to say it. This nigga is a fucking weirdo and doesn’t deserve anything good in his life when all he spread was hate. Constantly gaslighting and playing victim to these women smh. Big ass baby at his grown age. Pussy
Sorry for the abrupt end to the stream today. I just got hit by so much anxiety in that moment and I didn’t know what to do or say. Never experienced that before and it scared me to the point I just had to lay down and be to myself 🫤
So after tonight I’ve once again noticed that people can’t seem to tell the difference between actions happening in roleplay and actions/comments made OOC. It’s really not as deep as some people make it seem. Enjoy the game man
Sick start to a Monday morning. Woke up, went to work after being work from home for months, and after dealing with shitty scheduling apparently I don’t have a job anymore. Dope
I would love to be able to use what little platform I have to expose these fucking dog shit human beings. ANYONE that has something that they might not be comfortable talking about or feel like the world would be against them I’ll do it for you. Just be normal ffs
Hopeful yet scared…. Keeping my head held high and just hoping that we can continue what we started. It means a lot to know that we’ve made people feel comfortable being who they are. Regardless of getting into the server we’re not stopping either
I just want people to feel safe and included man. Lot of wild shit on the internet now a days so even if you just need somebody to listen or express some concerns my DMs are always open
Tired of seeing good people get hurt by shitty people. To whoever sees this that might be going through some shit PLEASE stop drowning for people that won’t even get in the water with you. You deserve so much more! Y’all stay blessed
Streams will be a bit sporadic while we get adjusted to working from home again (Got the job. Lets fucking go) So apologies in advance if we aren’t as consistent this month. Also picked up Final Fantasy 14 again cause Kari and Luna called me pussy
Man... I'm so lost for words still. I appreciate everybody that showed me nothing but love tonight and I can't wait to see what the year has in store for us. You guys made my night and I appreciate y'all so much
@Crystalst_
@katestark
@MaatMinerva
Cut people off that only reach out to you when they need something or when it’s convenient for them. Like I said before stop drowning for people that wouldn’t even get in the water for you. Fake ass people everywhere acting oblivious
Last couple of days have been so amazing and I couldn’t be anymore thankful for the friends and community we have. Big love to
@anthonyz
for the huge raid earlier. Look forward to having some dope ass races together my guy
The amount of people that bitch and moan about shootouts in a ROLEPLAY server is insane to me. I honestly don’t give a fuck that your pogs per second slowed down because you had to take time to talk to people.
Sorry for the quality of the photo but we hit 10k followers last night which is absolutely insane. Started the year hitting 5k and we’ve been blowing up milestones every month. I appreciate everybody that has been sending love!
Stream today was dope. W’Kabi couldn’t make it out of the first round but we lost to a fucking legend in the racing scene so I’m happy with that. We coming back hard for the next MRL season though. Imma need that rematch
@anthonyz
👀
The amount of dick riders that come from roleplay is baffling bruh. People really make brand new Twitter accounts to say shit because they’re too much of a pussy to say it on the main. Some viewers are weird as fuck lmao
It’s so easy to spread negativity and hate and make people feel scared to share their truth because of these parasocial idiots. My DMs are open to any and everybody that is too afraid to speak your truth. I will air these fucking weirdos out. I love y’all
Ngl, I’m kind of at a point where being in the server feels more like a chore than actually being able to enjoy shit. Doing wild and reckless stuff on Marcel has been nice but aside from that I can’t help but feel like I’m going nowhere
YEAH DAS RIGHT! THE ANNOUNCEMENT IS HERE BABY!! Tell your mama, grandma, brother, sister, and auntie that you can finally use code "Sharaad" for 10% off all your
@GamerSupps
needs!
Been learning to cut people off that only hit me up for something when they need it and don’t appreciate my presence when they have it. Been giving 100% for people that won’t even give me half of that.
We’ll be doing stuff tomorrow cause we’ve been setting up a dope ass event for tomorrow but be kind to each other man. Shouldn’t be this hard to be a normal human being and treat people the way they deserve to be treated. Fuck buddy and whoever let shit happen and didn’t say nun
Been sitting here for 30 minutes in OBS debating on hitting the go live button. The past two months have been a roller coaster but I’ve been surrounding myself with friends and family so I think I need a couple of more days. Appreciate y’all for being so patient with me.
Ngl, my motivation to roleplay is at an all time low. So many plans and ideas but not being able to execute them is so depressing. Sorry for the lack of streams because of that but I want to keep the energy up good when I’m live and I’m not there right now
This type of shit is so fucking disgusting. It’s already hard enough being looked at different cause of our skin color, hair styles, and personality IRL now that racism is constantly brought into a video game we try to call a safe space. Ban them niggas man
Still debating on if I want to hop into the server today. Marcel vs Izzy has been so refreshing that I’m honestly just burnt out on normal cop stuff. Would rather just be involved in dope ass arcs like that. Shoutout to
@EmmaGuyan
for involving me <3
Thanks for all the love and support! Ending the stream early so we can prepare for this uncapped Subathon that is starting tomorrow. Appreciate each and every one of y’all
Going to shoot for TwitchCon next year since so much has happened this year. Would love to be able to go but I would rather go and be able to enjoy myself rather than stressing about what to do when I get home.
A lot of the time I feel like it’s so hard to meet other content creators because people think you’re always trying to get something from them… I just want to vibe and meet dope people yet I feel nervous at times to reach out cause I’ll be looked at as “clout chasing”
AYE! IF YOU HAVE EVER INVITED ME TO PLAY SHIT WITH YOU I APPRECIATE YOU! Idgaf about view counts & all that other shit. I’m here for a good time and the vibes so being able to meet such amazing people and not have to worry about being seen as “clout chasing” means a lot
Still can’t believe we were in the Black Brilliance category for twitch. My mind is actually blown right now AND we hit 8k followers tonight which is nutty. Shout out to
@ChrisTombstone_
and
@Deansocool
for the raids! Appreciate y’all
Welp… With the prio situation it seems like we’ll be struggling for a while. Hopefully Oozi and Peter can keep the BHM events going. Was really looking forward to helping it keep moving. It is what it is though.
Appreciate all the love and birthday wishes. It’s truly been a pleasure to meet so many dope ass people through roleplay and I’m glad you are all in my life.
No stream tonight y’all. I’m on a mission to put these racist on blast. We coming back tomorrow and getting shit moving but I’m doing God’s work right now 🙏🏾
Shortest month of the year is almost over but we’re keeping the same energy all year round. Big things planned for the future and I’m excited to see where it takes us! Happy Black History Month!
Think I might be approaching burnout after all on cop… Just been having a hard time trying to stay positive. Love and support has been nuts but it’s a struggle
So totally random and I doubt you’ll see this
@KiDCuDi
but I just wanted to reach out and see if it’s possible to play your music on streams/videos without getting DMCA’d as a content creator. Friends & community love your shit so it’d be dope if possible. Much love
Safe to say that the Subathon was absolutely nuts! Appreciate everybody for stopping by and showing love and helping us reach goals I never thought possible.
The year of 2022 has been full of amazing moments and some heartache. I’m forever thankful for all the people I’ve met and become friends with. I’m thankful for the community we have as well. This year was only the beginning. 2023 is ours :) Much love ❤️
Tornado went though with no casualties but lightning struck stores and gas stations a few minutes away from us. Appreciate y’all for the prayers and we’ll wishes! We alright
Sorry for the inconsistency with streams lately. Trying to find ways to spice things up in RP and thinking of trying something new soon so bare with me! We’re back going strong soon
I’m just going to accept that I’m never getting prio now LOL there are so many talented ass people that don’t have prio and if they haven’t been given that curtesy then I’m definitely not getting it. Cop forever I guess. Meanwhile pay for a chance at random prio 🤭
Love over the past few days with the Izzy vs Marcel stuff has been amazing. I really appreciate all the people who have been a part of this and for allowing me to be involved! We keep this up and we might make that partner push 👀
I’m in a state where RP isn’t fun as cop unless I’m around certain people. Sucks cause so many people showed so much support for the Subathon yet I feel like I’m just letting them down by not having the drive to stream RP right now… Shit sucks bruh