Rp writer, Archeology student and Metal lover My babies: @OfDeathRoses @OfBeautyRevenge @OfPhantomCarves @OfSpeedSiren @OfMagicHistory @OfStolenFaith @OfDealingGrowls 23 years old rn, hopes to get older

Rose are you finished with school? No. Why not? I panicked and faked a paper that wasmt caught until 3 months later when i tried to submit my thesis and failed. So now i have 1 shot, a broken bond with my guidance and stress. Isnt that your own fault? Yes it is, yes it is

Also.. for the people interested. The fact that i quit rp is keeping my mind calm. However my imagination started running wild again so i may or may not be writing a full book based on @OfDeathRoses , @OfPhantomCarves and @OfBeautyRevenge . Oops

Ah yes today is my lucky day🙃 Dropped my tunamelt chees first while getting it from the oven, still ate it. And just now i somehow stabbed myself in the tit with my sewing scissors

Update Decided music makes me feel better Put on my rock/metal /punkplaylist Rocked out to music for awhile Sweet child of mine came on My dad always sings that when im stressed Cried again

Ah the days before submitting your thesis Send it to my dad for checks Cried for an hour Ordered me some HOKKA merch to deal with it Realized its a pre order and wont be shipped untill december Cried again

Brain: fried Eyes: square Thesis: done Mental state: holding together through a chocolate bar

Kinda wanna get more active here.. No idea what i wanna do, but definitely not RP.. Fun fact, ive evolved into writing books about the people i create in my head

I am alive Kinda

Okay im pissed. A bad grade because there is 2 photos instead of 3 and the poster is made on A3 instead of a2 paper Fuck you Saxion.. seriously

I got a new phone so im bot logged in on my inactive accounts (aka all my rp accounts)

also... if you don't want to work with someone anymore.. just tell them. don't block them and when they ask use Chat GPT to write them an email. this may be a bit pointed

well no energy to RP, so sorry for that.. probably from feb that i may put in some storys but unsure.

Well this is unfortunate.. Im getting my period Its the holidays Blind channel hiatus is coming So add that all up, im a crying mess

Another day, another 2 hour trainride to over stimulation

Since no one in my day to day life knows of this account imma put this here: I'm about to hit a bitch i train. And she deserves it (all 18+ don't worry) Arrogant bitch..

Today sucked ass Hit a new low in the world of long train travel. I hate groupwork. Im brain rotting on the couch for the rest of the night

That. So i'm protecting myself first, so that i wont turn myself off for here. Know that you can always reach out to me, im not going anywhere. ❤️#Rosewand

Due to all of this i will archive all accounts beside Vince, Ash and Manilla. So its less of a hurdle for me to get to replies. To my mutuals im so sorry, i thought i was better and able to fully return. Clearly i am not. Rp is my escape and happy place, i don't want to lose+

Beside that, due to stress i am unable to work so my money situation is tight. Maybe im to stubborn to ask for help, but this as well will end in februari. All together i am so tired that i just rot in bed at the end of the day.+

I have a great support system in place. Second thought is just plain stress. I am working on my bachelor thesis. Mostly the preparation of that. This will last till February, than its research instead of writing which is alot less triggering to my perfectionism. +