Mike Lad
@RealMaxit
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Christian conservative. 40 years Aerospace machinist. 30 years building/repairing computers. Keto/Carnivore. MAGA supporter. NO Dm's๐ซNO TRAINS!
Joined October 2022
I committed suicide in 2015. I drank a 5th of whiskey, a bottle of wine while downing 30 serequel pills and 20 clonopin pills. While I was waiting to pass out and never wake up, a voice told me "Michael. call 911" I was almost incoherent in my thoughts. The voice was insistent
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Days are long when stuck in this perpetual 'cold'. But, this one is winding down. Think I'll cheat and have some cherry cheesecake before lying down๐
Good night, God bless, everyone!
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Thereโs been a media blackout on this corruption story. Why? Well, because the alleged perpetrator is a Democrat. If these allegations are true, this is one of the most brazen abuses of tax payer money in recent memory.
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PRAYER WORKS God hears us, whether we pray in a small-town church, a front porch, or a North Dakota oilfield, He hears our simple prayers just as clear as prayers that originate from the Vatican God is good Christ is King โ๏ธ
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I am speechless. 4k new followers in 48 hours. A little overwhelmed. Catching up will be slow but I'll do my best. God bless you all.
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Sun is setting on this fine day. I'll still be around but signing out, for now. Good night, God bless.
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Good afternoon/evening. I've been offline all day. My internet just got restored. Now I log into a stunning revelation. One of my posts hit and now I have almost 2k new followers. I will follow back when I can. I am overwhelmed, ATM. Have a blessed night, my friends.
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I was in a deep think all day. I posted some real, personal things, tonight. I will not have posters remorse! ๐
Sometimes, things need to be expressed.
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May regret it it but I posted some personal stuff tonight. No one will see it, more than likely. LOL Next I will post about my suicide. Ya, there's that.
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I may have posted more than I wanted to but I have posted it. I will not have posters remorse ๐
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I wrote this in 2013. "I find myself in a place of detention, a prison of my own making. I can't allow the world to intrude. It's too personal and I'm a private person. Therefore, I hide , I disassociate. TO BECOME AS ONE WITH THE MASSES REPULSES ME. I NEED MY UNIQUENESS. I
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Better make some coffee. I'm in a different reality right now. Day drinking is weird :P
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DAmn, woke up after a nap? It's only 9pm. I did some drinking and I'm lost . ๐
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Retired. Had a couple beers and a shot of patron. Don't hate me ๐
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Hell, I was an adult and it was ๐คฃ
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