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Happy eighteenth monthversary, my dear—!!!

I think this thread has become a yap session instead of monthversary gift. BUT ALL IS WELL!!!

Asdfghjkl I'm already yapping a lot more than I intended.

But now we're on our eighteenth months of being together and I could not be more happy about our meeting, my "asbun" And shamelessness because it landed me an amazing boyfriend!!!.

Guess what? He did. He sent it when I was omw home and he almost made me became a fool in front of my friends. I even thought that he's still joking

I told him jokingly that if he wants to date me, he has to write a proposal, complete with journals and all them shenanigans. .

What I didn't expect was that. I started catching feelings in matters of hours because HE'S SUCH A FLIRT, I WASN'T PREPARED. .

Before everything, we joked about doing "gimmick", fake dating in other term. Why? Cuz. Why not? We're kind bored too and the idea seems fun.

It's even funnier now because, can you believe that he used to think that "kakak terlalu imut untuk jadi dom" Now look at us. He's the cutest and the fluffiest cotton ball ever. That's like a pot calling the kettle black, y'all. .

We talked more that day, sharing our love stories where we both kinda sucks lmfao. Hence the nickname "kak Miju NT" And "Dek Oti NT". NT stands for Nice Try. We both got screwed over on our previous relationship.

I'M YAPPING AGAIN but our story starts with a simple post on an OA where I was just looking for friends. Heck I even ghosted him for a bit at that time. Like for. Four days? . We talked again when I commented on his post, complimenting that he's cute.

Yet he still deals with me patiently. I don't even know how he does it, dudes. He's an angel, that's for sure. An angel I will never let go of. God let him roam the world and now I get to have my grubby hands on him, he ain't going back up there.

When I say he's an angel. I mean it. I'm a person with a lot of flaws. I'm not sensitive to how other people are feeling, I'm jealous af to even the smallest things, I'm bad at communicating my feelings clearly that I'll just start huffing at him when I'm upset.

He's made to be love, your honor. I pledge innocence for the crime of falling for him!!! . Who wouldn't to be fair?!?! It's never a competition or a challenge, I fell for him in a matter of seconds and I'm still falling.

Being with makes you feel like you're superman basking under sunlight (iykyk). No matter how tired I was, how draining my day was. I just need a dose of him to get all my energy back, though those energy are reserved for him eheheheh

And yes-! He works so hard yet he has the audacity to feel like he's not doing enough?!. I feel like pinching and pulling his cheeks every time he starts mopping and feeling like he's being a weight for others. Cuz, my dear, other people should be grateful to have you?!?!