ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠᅠ 彡 ﹔ ♰ 𝕭𝑳꩜𝑵𝑫𝑰𝑬 .ᐟ
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⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ NOBODY 𝓓OES IT
Joined August 2022
ᅠ ᅠ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀𝐈𝐅 𝑪𝙻𝐀𝚁𝙸𝐓𝚈’𝚂 𝐈𝐍 𝕯𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 ─┄┄ ᅠ ᅠ
🪚 ˛ THEN ⠀⠀ 𝐖𝐇𝐘 ⠀⠀ WON’T ⠀⠀ THIS⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝐃͟𝐈͟𝐄 .ᐣ ⠀⠀ ◌⠀ྃ⠀༷ 𖤐 ⠀༌༙⁎
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ᅠ ᅠ no. 𝘯𝘰. you’re afraid of the consequences. the consequences of what you 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦. ﹙ grip tightens, eleanor’s eyes filling with angry tears. 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. ﹚ ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀( she doesn’t pull away, greed consuming ⠀the first touch she’s felt from el in a long ⠀time. she doesn’t lean into it either. ) ⠀the wrong person is asking those questions. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ ﹙ hands reach and grab onto one of amanda’s wrists, attempting to stop her. ﹚you ask me to do something and then tell me to go .ᐣ are you afraid of something .ᐣ afraid of me .ᐣ what is it .ᐣ ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀( agitated step forward to the workbench, ⠀scraping the tools towards herself across ⠀the surface. her palms stay flat against the ⠀pile of instruments to keep from shaking. ) ⠀just 𝒈𝒐, eleanor. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ going through a box of old photos. her life. her innocence. it brings tears to her eyes. ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ proving a . . . i’m not proving a point. you asked me to do something, so i’m going to do it. now quit dissecting everything i do or leave me alone. ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀no… no, just — leave them, eleanor. i’ll ⠀deal with it later. proving a point won’t ⠀help. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ ﹙ taking the toolbox, letting the various instruments fall across a workbench with loud clinks. ﹚ fine. i’ll do what i’m fucking told. ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀( her eyes betray her timid demeanor, ⠀shame burning in her brown gaze. she ⠀shies away from confrontation, falling ⠀silent amidst rising tension. ) ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ or what .ᐣ you’ll 𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘵 me again for being disobedient .ᐣ ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀they’re in the toolbox over there. just ⠀clean them before the day is done. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ give me the goddamn tools. ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀( she doesn’t bite back. ) ⠀eleanor, please. this is all i’m asking you ⠀to do. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ okay. so do it and get out of my way. ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀( forgiveness? a second chance? a damn ⠀miracle. she falls silent for a while. ) ⠀… the tools need cleaning. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ . . . what do you want. ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀… happy new year. ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ happy fucking new year i guess. ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀𝐈𝐅 𝑪𝙻𝐀𝚁𝙸𝐓𝚈’𝚂 𝐈𝐍 𝕯𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 ─┄┄ ᅠ ᅠ
🪚 ˛ THEN ⠀⠀ 𝐖𝐇𝐘 ⠀⠀ WON’T ⠀⠀ THIS⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝐃͟𝐈͟𝐄 .ᐣ ⠀⠀ ◌⠀ྃ⠀༷ 𖤐 ⠀༌༙⁎
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she had waited all her life for something, and it had killed her when it found her.
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ᅠ ᅠ trying to sneak past while she’s occupied and avoid any confrontation, but with her mind distracted, el bumps into a table of tools. upon clattering, her gaze goes in the other direction, face darkening red with embarrassment. ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ ++ 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 after this. ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ fingers brushing at scars around her wrists where barbed wire dug into supple flesh. sometimes she can still feel it, willing for that dreadful feeling to disappear. wondering how the hell she’s supposed to 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙝 ++ ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ ++ up. up to amanda but all she gets is a bitter cold; hoping any warmth inside amanda can free her. if there’s any of that left. she breaks free from her emotional trance, ending the connection in a buzzing silence. ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ a quiet but shaky breaths registers through the phone, indicative of the tears ready to burst. “you’re right. you shouldn’t have.” yet, the phone isn’t hung up, as if eleanor is frozen. stuck in ice and clawing her way ++ ᅠ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀the pain amanda has caused is ⠀insurmountable. any apology is hollow. ⠀she’s a wolf in sheep’s clothing but her ⠀love for eleanor never lied. how could she ⠀ever prove that now? ⠀she’s softly spoken, as she has always been, ⠀even + ⠀
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ᅠ ᅠ https://t.co/Ni2N2RLM8J ⠀⠀⠀ eric matthews definitely planted evidence on eleanor and arrested her too😭 ᅠ ᅠ
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ᅠ ᅠ glancing. arms around herself hugging her frame. eventually she sits beside him, attempting to offer a quiet presence. ᅠ ᅠ
huddled in a corner again. he feels a safe in large places .. especially corners.
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