That's me.

All I want to do is call her. I want her to come back into my life. But she chose not to fight for us and walked away like nothing. I'm so confused and hurt this fucking sucks.

It's so crazy that I would walk through fire for the people I love. but they wouldn't do the same for me.

Ya girl's obsessed! #TheDivision2

Been having a couple of very rough mental health days so throwing on one of my comfort movies. #NowWatching #WhipIt

Was finally able to delete all the pics of the ex and I on Insta.

Me after having a mental breakdown and almost unaliving myself. #darkhumor

Also playing #SouthOfMidnight really loving the animation and soundtrack.

Started #Avowed

It feels nice to be gaming again! Hadn't done so in a couple of months.

Can't sleep so I'm playing #TheOuterWolrds

#NowWatching #Heretic

Last month I was so very close to ending my life. I'm still not okay but I am moving forward and trying to actually change my life for the better. No one is going to come save me. I HAVE TO SAVE MYSELF!.

Watched #Sinners today. Not what I was expecting. Nut damn it was good!

This truly is the beginning of the end for me. I can't take anymore pain.

I haven't had anxiety like this in a good while. It fucking sucks!.

RT @burydabarbie: MY CARD AINT WORK SO I RAN OUT!

RT @slshers: she was fucking him up so bad every chance she got, i’m obsessed with her

It's crazy that I don't have an appetite when she's not here.

Hopefully this one can take me out of this major movie watching funk I've been in. #NowWatching #Nosferatu