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Maybe.. I was supposed to learn how to love myself on my own by now. But I don’t know how.. And I’m so tired of trying.

I created this account 3 years ago as part of my healing through art. I was genuinely happy, and every bit of love for my work helped me learn how to love myself in ways I never had before. I’m truly grateful for all the support. I won’t stop drawing, just maybe a little less.

Okay. I give up. You win. I’ll go back to my doctor at the end of this month. I really didn’t want to do this. I thought I was finally okay. I’ve only been off my meds for three years, and somehow it still came back. I’m so tired of having to fight this again.

Why do I feel so bad for absolutely no reason. I’m tired of this feeling. I’m exhausted from dealing with this over and over and over again..

みんなでお出かけ🎶

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( — #neuvithesley ) ชายหนุ่มวัย 34 ที่มีความสุขที่สุด art by : @.yesssob

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NEUV GOT A NEW SKIN, NEUV GOT A NEW SKIN #Neuvithesley NATION RISE!!!!! WIP btw

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👤: neuvillette, why do you spend your time with wriothesley more than with ANYONE IN THE WORLD? 🌧: i got a taste of the glamorous life. 💅 #wriolette #Neuvithesley #GenshinImpact #Neuvillette #Wriothesley

#ヌヴィリオ #Neuvithesley 빠안

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#Neuvithesley 🐉 x⛓️, Full Page. Neuvi and his reassuring husband ❤️

#Neuvithesley 亲爱的新衣服很好看

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#Neuvithesley ヌヴィリオ眷属化のｻﾒ尻尾セスリ 落書き

I just realized I haven't posted the full version yet IT'S BEEN LIKE A WHOLE YEAR???? 😭😭 anw hehehehe after work beach hangout #Neuvithesley 🌧️⛓️