Hello! ʕ˶´• ᴥ •`˶ʔ っ.My name is Nova Polaris and I'm the Ursa Major Constellation! Born from the imagination of humankind and from stardust, I came to Earth to learn of it's history and mysteries. ArtTag:#StellarBearArt.NSFW ArtTag:#bearnakedpolaris.MemeTag:#UnbearableNova

RT @NovaPolarisEN: Revisiting my pony oc that's fascinated by a certain uma musume racer 💭🐎

Revisiting my pony oc that's fascinated by a certain uma musume racer 💭🐎

IM BACK FROM MY STREAMING HIATUS!!!! . Playing Uma musume with @ZuraFruit in about an hour from now! Hope to see you guys there🥺

RT @Polaris963372: Umapyoi Densetsu!

And with this our plushie preorder has come to a close! Thank you to everyone who bought one, I’m so happy that we had the opportunity to create a lil plushie! 🥺.

RT @kri5pp: ⭐️ kri5pp x Nova Polaris ⭐️. Pre-orders for the Nova Polaris plushie are now closed ☁️. Those who ordered a plushie will receiv….

I JUST RECEIVED AN EMAIL ABOUT Y CHIMER FALIN POP UP PARADE STATUE AND IT WILL **NOT** BE EFFECTED BY THE TARIFFS + IT WILL HAVE THE EARLY PREORDER PRICE IM SO HAPPY CHAT SHES GONNA BE HOME.

RT @kri5pp: Giveaway closed! Winner will be announced tomorrow, thank you everyone who participated!.

RT @ZuraFruit: snack break after training.#umamusume #ウマ娘

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY FOR THE GIVEAWAY EVERYONE!!.

Thank you everyone who reached out after my previous message, it’s hard for me to get back to everyone emotionally but I read everything everyone said and I’m reminded that it’s okay to ask for help. I’m taking some time to heal but I’ll be back to silly posting soon. Thank you🥺.

You guys allowed me another chance to still have a home but you also gave me my life back. I still have a long way to go but thank you for supporting me when I haven’t for myself. I’m truly lucky to have been born in this time. I love you all.

The post was the most scariest thing I’ve ever done. I had to fully expose myself to everyone I knew about my situation. And when people donated I right away I’ve never felt more love than I ever did right there. 9/?.

My friends and community who has been nothing but supportive to me made me snap out of that trance. As easy it is to just want to give up and say goodbye you guys are giving me a reason to keep fighting. I’m not a strong person but you guys help me to become one. 8/?.

I caused a lot of grief by simply just existing and it was eating me alive. Just being here caused so much pain to everyone I know and it was getting to me. But you guys still pushed on and kept checking in on me despite all of that. 7/?.

6/?.

I remember being in my room and staring at the ceiling for an hour just thinking about all of this in pure silence. I felt that me going out and taking myself out was the ticket and answer to all of these questions and more. I wanted my friends to stop dming me and be worried.

Would things have been different had I never rented there? What about me at my job, would there have been a better candidate for the position. What about my dogs? Would they been in a better home. What about my family. Had I not been born maybe things wouldn’t be so tough. 5/?.

I was really scared making the eviction post. I wasn’t sure what was going to happen and at that point I was ready to give up. Why couldn’t I have been more reliable. Why was everything I was involved with bad? How could I not support my family . Why was I me?. 4/?.

There’s people out there who has it worse than me so I’ve learned just to try to carry my burdens alone so no one would have to worry about me but that’s all I’ve been doing these last few days, making people worry and Im sorry that I have. 3/?.