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« he pissed? Was he happy that I brought this to his attention? Does he even want to save what we once had? Feeling somewhat dumb for even bringing it up, I turned around and started to walk off; a few tears running down my face. "Wait! We can try »

« spoke confidently. "Divorce? No. That's not what I want, #Issac. What I want is for us to try couples therapy...just a few sessions." My voice cracked as I felt as if I was going to cry and #Issac looked at me with no emotion and didn't say a word. Was »

« the same thing that I have but divorcing him isn't something that I want to do. We may have created this distance and space between us but I'm willing to do anything to repair what we once had. Shaking my head as my brows furrowed, I cleared my throat and »

« comes home from work, I'm trapped in our bedroom while he goes directly to his man-cave. He looked at me up and down as it's been a few days since we last spoke to one another. "You want a divorce, don't you?" What the hell? He's obviously been thinking »

« bring the boys and his brother back. I took #Emerson's suggestion into consideration and and broke the space that #Issac and I created. "We need to talk..." #Issac had just came home when I approached him and he looked stunned to see me. Usually when he »

« getting up and getting the hell out, leaving me alone...something that he's naturally good at. Divorce crossed my mind and I thought about it for a week but what would that accomplish? We might be miserable with each other at the moment but that won't »

« during a session..." Couples therapy never crossed my mind and when #Emerson first mentioned it to me, I laughed. Why? #Issac isn't the type to talk to a stranger about his feelings and open up about why he feels the way he feel. I can see him simply »

« his jealousy. Sometimes I wonder if he's ever listen in on me talking to #Emerson on the phone; hearing me express how I've been feeling. "You know...you two should do couples therapy. Everything you've been telling me, you should open up and tell #Issac »

« and #Kolton were moving to Nova Scotia, I was shocked and begged her that she didn't have to pack up her and #Kolton's life just to be near me but she wasn't having it. She told me on a Sunday and by Wednesday she was here. #Issac wasn't thrilled due to »

« sports. Well it's never been like that with #Emerson. She instantly became more that a friend; she became family to me. #Issac has always been a little jealous of my friendship with her and I honestly never understood why. When #Emerson told me that she »

« still is #Emerson, my best friend. She's been there for my since we met several years ago as our boy's started school together. You've heard those stories about aggressive PTO moms and the jealously that happens when...especially when their kids are in »

« Grief makes you do and think weird things. After the boys passed away, I didn't know what to say to #Issac and I just instantly built a wall between us...and he did the same. The only person that I could talk to about my feelings and well-being was and »

« his free time in his man-cave of a room that he set up for himself. I was opposed to it at first, thinking that he just wanted to create his own space to stay away from me on purpose. Who am I to judge? I was purposely staying away from him on my end. »

« all I wanted to do was be alone. #Issac not only grieved our boys but he also grieved his brother, #Joshua...his twin. We were both guilty of pushing each other away. If it wasn't at work then I cooped up in our bedroom texting #Emerson while #Issac spent »

[[I don't know what's worse...losing my children and grieving /alone/ or suspecting that my husband could possibly be cheating on my with God knows who. I felt like my entire world crashed after #Dean and #Wyatt died. It was hard to get up afterwards and »

Part One — Prequel Mentioned - @notyourchaos, #Emerson, #Issac, #Dean, #Wyatt, #Dean and #Kolton…plus a possible mystery ho.

LAUREN WEBER • #AUTwilight • Written by #Fury • Member of @TheFatalKissRPG