And people that do a whole lot of yapping about "the work" they're doing, that can't be by themselves for EXTENDED periods of time or that ASSUME others "aren't looking at themselves" as a distraction from being FULLY seen in their duality. And they manifest people who aren't.

It's "dark work" because nobody "in their right minds" or who is "sane" and "normal" would embrace the things that make them feel unstable, unsafe, insane, etc. But the other side of that is embodiment & decolonization of the spirits.

What do you want to know?.

EMOTIONALLY crashing out invokes the entities that are perpetuating a karmic tie so that I can engage them and embrace + get devoured by the guilt, shame, fear, insecurity, etc., that those entities have been using to keep me looping & feeding shadows instead of embodying them.

I use EMOTIONAL CRASH OUTS for emotional & somatic release tied to a SPECIFIC karmic theme that is 9 times out of 10 linked to some type of trauma or bloodline debt that is WAY too close to home for a tactical crash out to do the job. The link is not held together by delusion.

I use TACTICAL CRASH OUTS to shatter paradigms & contracts that are being held together by delusion that I am NOT YET too deep in the throws of to the EXTENT of my spiritual sight & will being compromised. This helps me AVOID having my neurology altered and discernment skewed.

That said, let's go back to TACTICAL crash outs vs. EMOTIONAL crash outs. Both are system resets and I want to explore the nuanced differences.

I'll crash out and be the villain if that means shattering your stupid delusion of goodness that has you so entitled to people's time, energy & validation. Stay your dumbass in the matrix with the bitches who allow their traumas to shrink them. Mine turned into an animal.

The ones that over apologize, ass kiss, don't speak up and seem to be super giving/loving are the worst ones cause they're hiding something far more sinister. The ones that are ratchet at the door are often a lot softer, authentic and have tougher skin in the end.

And a mf like me will expedite your journey towards the realization that you, in all of your kindness & generosity, are just as full of shit and narcissistic as the "bad guys"; just under the guise of being "good". I'll be a lot harsher with you, since your shit is so covert.

And at first glance, they don't seem like ego maniacs bc they are gifted at concealing the way by which they are TAKING from you by OVER giving, love bombing & playing the "good guy" role that the false world praises, but the living world OBLITERATES. because it's not real.

They're in denial about human nature on a personal AND collective level. They think someone sent their ass to come fix and love on broken humans because duality scares them shitless. They hide their scars and inflate their own value by trying to save everyone but themselves.

They tend to take themselves WAY too seriously. They're blind servants. Ass kissers. People pleasers. Door mats. Captain save a hoes. The good guys, that to be quite frank, NO fucking body asked for. Then play victim when they're walked all over like such.

There's another more COVERT version of ego mania; and this is my favorite one bc once they're exposed (despite parading around like they have the purest intentions known to man), they IMMEDIATELY tuck their tails & run; acting as if YOU'RE the defective one bc you aren't hiding.

I love exposing and dismantling BOTH polarities of ego mania, not just the more common and OBVIOUS negative, abusive, sociopathic version that brings forth DETECTABLE harm and dysfunction. .

But before I begin, I just want to note FOR THE RECORD that it is ALWAYS a disembodied person whining & bitching about "Whose gonna pay" for doing them wrong. as if the negativity they're experiencing isn't a collected PAYMENT for their own self-abandonment. Cry me a river.

Now, ladies & gentlemen, allow me [the poster girl for ETHICAL crash outs] to go over the 2 types of crash-outs that exist:. 1. Tactical Crash Outs (For Swift Cord Severance). 2. Emotional Crash Outs (For Emotional/Somatic Release).

We are CREATORS and we'll be damned if a mere CREATION tries to put us at the mercy of some unsustainable code that they can't even track back to the original source code. Get your replica ass out of here! We want the real thing, the originals, them ones that are one of a kind.

We are in the era of women treating THEIR CREATIONS like exactly what they are. CREATIONS. We don't have to settle for ANYTHING we manifest. We adjust our attunement, integrate it & embody it to eliminate the blindspot that landed us there. Ladies, you ARE NOT stuck!.

Then a mf's last tactic is usually to try and act like you're not willing to face yourself. even if they learned that shit from you! LMAO it be the nerve & inflated ego for me. BE GONE BITCH. I wanna create & enjoy something more well rounded & you're blocking my view. 🥱.

I'm a savage and ice cold with a heart gold. Most people don't know what to do with people who can gracefully hold both of polarities. And whether I SPEW medicine or venom in a moment is contingent on what you got going on BENEATH what you perpetuate on the surface.