💭ྀི 💉◝✩˚ shedtwt intro　˚ 𝄞 . ruru 17 she / her ♔ ♚ ꒰ gw ; 40kg ugw ; 38kg ꒱ ໒ pro - recovery ᡴꪫ⠀ ♡︎ / ↻ to be moots ⋆꙳𝜗𝜚꙳.* 𓏴𓏴 #shedtwt #shtwt #edtwt

doctors appointment today everytime i go see a doctor i think their gonna admit me to hospital because of my health but i think im doing fine from what my blood tests showed anyway i also think im being prescribed either antidepressants or some pill for my crippling periods

its also day 7 of my period and im about to start writhing because my crampd are gradually growing stronger im gonna feel like shit tomorrow jesus christ

its 5am but i cant go back to sleep because my dog is super itchy and wont stop crying he has a chronic skin condition and needs meds but my parents had an argument with the local veterinary that knew about the problem and had given him meds before so we cant go there ughhhhh

everytime i interact and socialise i get giddy then start to feel nauseous coz my entire body is extremely tense with overwhelming joy i have no idea how to express properly it makes me feel like this gif

38kg you will be missed

almost 3 years ago already wth

do you think i'd have potential if i worked out to roughly achieve this build again without having to starve myself

this was the day before i was admitted to the hospital for almost a month 😬

not to mention my skin was flaking off on my legs and every edge of my bones that were prominent, my hair was brittle and dry, my lips were cracking until they bled, i had a bad odor no matter how much i washed my body and teeth, my ed made time go by too fast and life sucks now

this is what anorexia did to my body i felt like i was rotting from the inside out. recovery glow is real, even though i still have that disordered mindset. now im suffering with what could be gastroparisis if i dont choose recovery now i havent recovered yet but its progress

guys is this a good mealplan for attempting recovery before i end up with gastroparisis or something cuz i cant even stomach a proper meal so this is all i have to work with for now im scared for my health, as much as im not ready to recover i dont want to live like this anymore

its all on me to make a move that will change my life but i dont know where to start im almost 18 and i dont have a job , cant drive a car , no money , no hobbies , no friends , no social life , horrible relationship with parents and severely depressed can i die already

Everything but nothing So many dreams So much passion So much will So many desired hobbies So many aspirations No talent No money No will No energy No passion

死にたい

2.5k followers . . . can i try get as much of you as possible to reply to this when im sleeping so i have something to wake up to tomorrow . . . that would be so awesome yayaya ！！！

go white girl go

oh wait shes getting a prescription holy shit my heart almost came out of my ass

went on a drive with my mum tell me why the fuck im at the hospital

deleting this soon.......... i wanted 2 post it here

my son ჱ̒^ ̳ ̫ ̳^