Its Augustus then Constantine. Only after may we open meaningful dialogue on the subsequence

A more concrete telling of the reversal often lies on a greater overarching theme. A change of opinion, an emergence of perspectives previously invisible, a currently held position feeling increasingly weaker "for no apparant reason". Sit down, and think. Heal

When restoring maximum brain function from a long period of subpar sleep or drug abuse, many key alterations are overlooked. Usually, one would focus on noticing finer cognitive abilities, working memory, and reaction time as a testament of restoration

I wish you had helped me

In this house, we respect Heraclius

Theres no one out there whose death should be laughed at

Its likely a simulation, thats the first realization. Where in the paradigm do you expand upon, thats where the real questions lie

The brain longs for continuity, other aspects are mostly derivatives of the former Addiction, advancement, learning, developing, survival. Does change differ? lenghthen the timeframe, zoom out, its all the same

5 consecutive black games. Statistical anomaly, not the good kind

A definitive thought, is to me, a shade of mysticism. I routinely ask myself, how can such a thing exist in anothers mind? What do we know that allows such conclusion in thinking? There are perspectives and nothing

It is exceedingly, extremely, immensely, inconceivably difficult trying to understand whats really happening. The universe, reality, existence, consciousness. Its hopeless, there lies unconditional solace

Allow no emotion, no feeling, no will, to become greater than its maker

Conviction is double edged, it can anchor you on a railway to misery. Youve empowered it so much that you may never be able to rise above it to see things for what they are. It has grown larger than self, it has reduced the self to blindness of the truth

It isnt weakness, its adhering to reality. Its a detestable feeling, however it pales in comparison to realizing you let the years of delusion slowly cripple your psyche in chasing something unattainable

You sit to think, you remember the conviction that was, but presently the unfortunate facts are nigh-overwhelminng agaisnt your desire to succeed. At this moment, it often requires a higher level of conviction to let go, than the conviction you initially built for the goal

The conviction once held, starts to waver. Many believe acting upon that concession is a sign of weakness, but is it so You arrive at the stage where you must accurately assess yourself to the best of your ability, and tremendously difficult it is to remain unbiased in doing so

Building conviction, then applying yourself towards the goal are steps many have taken. Now, when faced with multiple shortcomings in said goal, the thought of self-concession grows

Starting from 1/20s your psyche has already corrupted itself from the nature of the exercise, and as you draw near 10/20s you begin to realize youve already lost Perhaps a spectrum of free will is at play, or the more sinister lack thereof

Without planning, in a dark silent room, could one definitively know the thoughts they will conceive twenty seconds onwards Exceedingly difficult it is to personally verify the results

When overwhelmed by profound thinking, juggling numerous alternating thoughts and perspectives, which have now become blurred, a fleeting sensation often arises within Consciousness, for a moment, estranges itself from the whole What was i thinking about, i think, often