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@NerdyTrans
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She/her. Trans. Spinster. HRT 3/28/2023. MINORS DNI
Joined March 2023
It's no secret that I've been really struggling the last few months. Sadly, this has meant that I've had to turn away people that approached me for advice or just as a person to listen when they needed a friend. I hated having to do that because those interactions are a huge part.
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It's weird to say that your daughter is dead when she is very much alive and just hates you.
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Just talked to my mom for the first time in 15 months. We hit most of the highlights:. * deadnamed 3 times.* defended deadnaming because "I named you".* asked "are you really sure you want to do this?".* asked "why did you wait so long?".* made it about her. Still, she seems to.
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My therapist signed my declaration of gender change declaring that in her professional opinion, I am female! I can now get my gender marker changed on my driver's license! Can I get some Ws and maybe a good girl or something? 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷.
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It’s official! The State of Ohio says I’m a woman! I can get my new drivers license!!!!.
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I have a confession to make . I am anti Vax and I don’t care what you think. I am absolutely sick and tired of seeing people that are anti Vax getting ridiculed and bullied on twitter because of their choice. YOU need to understand WE have good reason to feel this way and that.
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Holy Crap! I got “Welcome, young lady”’d at ye olde Costco!!!!. Can I get a W in chat????????.
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I DID A THING!!!. So my boss and my immediate team have known about my transition for a while and have been very supportive and affirming. BUT. I've now made it "work official"! I notified HR about all the changes and I can start updating stuff for real. Email accounts,.
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It's done. I'm 100% out!. It wen't as well as could be expected. I'm sure there will be lots of questions and discussions in the coming weeks, but we don't have to avoid it anymore. I'm now going to spend the afternoon with my son, reinforcing that we can and still will do.
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Well, I'm fucked. It is absolutely impossible for me to leave the country before orange dickhead takes office. And JFC I fucking planned ahead and everything. I was born on a US military base overseas. As such, I have no state issued birth certificate, because I wasn't. 1/?.
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Raise your hand if you are trans AND also gay/bi/lesbian
@josh_seiter No. Most of us stand with the trans community. Many trans people ARE gay. You will not be dividing the LGBTQIA+ community.
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Deadnamed in the response from HR telling me what my next steps are and expressing their complete support.
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y'all, i think i i'm done. I cant even break 5k followers, and no one interacts anymore. might delete this account, twitter isn’t the same as last month but why are u still reading this? what, you think im pretty? u want me to pin you down and make out? wanna take turns?.
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Talked to my parents for the first time since coming out. I shouldn't have.
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Check on your trans friends. We're terrified about what's going to happen tomorrow, and the coming days, months and years. When the price of eggs drops by a whopping 3 cents, remember that we were the price paid. 🫶.
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I will never pass up an opportunity to drop this meme.
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being utterly alone and completely unloved in this world really sucks. i don't know how much longer I can do this.
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I transitioned to end 47 years of hell. 47 years of lying to myself and the people I love. Every day living as my authentic self is infinitely better than that existance. I will not go back under any circumstances. I will not tolerate people who seek to deny this from others.
I transitioned because it saved my life.
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I'm ok. I've decided to continue on with my transition at least for a little while. I don't plan on being on social media for at least another week. I love you all. 🫶.
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You know what? Fuck the haters. I fucking came out this week. I'm living my authentic life for the first time in nearly 49 years. Sure, I've made mistakes - who hasn't?. I've been a royal asshole to people - many of whom didn't deserve it. I've already lost their friendships -.
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Gender change declaration has been submitted to the BMV! In ~2 weeks I’ll have an accurate drivers license for the first time in my life!. I think I’ve earned some “good girls”, right?. LFG!!!!!!.
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From the first days of my transition, I've been dreading this coming week. The kids start the back to school process. There are chances to meet the new teachers, kick off the sports seasons, and a mandatory orientation for parents. This is are Catholic schools in the middle of.
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Since the State Department has my only proof of citizenship required for the passport, I can't even apply for one in my deadname. The state department helpfully cashed my check in a timely manner though. I'm truly fucked. But I won't be erased. 4/4.
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I'm not leaving twitter, but I will be changing how I use it. I've lost sight on why I'm here in the first place, and it's time to refocus. My wishes for this account are:. * Document my transition. This IS my transition journal. The good things and the bad things - they are all.
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I earned my license to use the word "y'all" through 10 years hard time living south of the Mason-Dixon line and another year in fucking Kansas. How did y'all earn yours?.
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The hate that Rachel is receiving because of this is disgusting. All the TERFs and transphobes who are losing there shit about this are just proving her right. The truth is that this is how a lot of trans people feel. We don't seek these people out to harass them, yet they are.
Anyone with a brain knows this but I’m going to say this, trans people aren’t harassing terfs we are defending ourselves. We aren’t in your faces, you are in ours, what was we going to do? let you abuse us and call us groomers and rapists, and just sit there and take it. Fuck you.
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woke up with a nice surprise. ngl, that goes a long way towards feeling whole again.
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@rogd_boys_exist Or. you could just mind your own damn business and let people live their lives n peace. My heart aches for your child to have to live with this bullshit in their life.
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born in any state. The equivalent document for me is issued by the US State Department. In July, I applied for a new documentation reflecting my transition. The processing time was stated to be around 8 weeks. Plenty of time to get that and still get a passport. 2/?.
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I just unfriended 500+ people on facebook who were either mere acquaintances or known transphobes in preparation for my announcement. Still 347 people are going to meet Adriana for the first time tomorrow. 🫶.
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i might as well tell y'all about how I just spent an entire therapy session dressed like a 6 foot tall trans flag. White heels, tights and nails. Blue skort. Pink shirt. Trans earrings and rings. It was over the top. My soon-to-be-ex wife lost her shit when she saw me but I.
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Buckle your seatbelts, because this is going to get a little raw and possibly quite unhinged. 1/59.
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@LarisawWhite 49 and love finally being able to live. This is dangerous. You’re going to stop someone from transitioning that could experience what I’m so damn lucky to be able to do.
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Since c1s is a slur, are y’all on board with just using “weird” instead?.
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I'm sure this will get quickly reversed, but for now I wish this twat a joyous go fuck yourself.
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Well, today kinda sucked. Not as bad as yesterday, but it was still pretty bad. It looks like I'm losing my kids. They initially reacted positively to my coming out, but this most recent trip with their mother seems to have soured them a bit. I don't have any family left. I'm.
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if the worst happened, right?. I had to send in my ONLY original copy of my documentation. 4 months later, I still don't have it. A couple weeks ago I sent in an inquiry and got a response today. Due to unprecedented demand they can't even estimate when it will be ready. 3/?.
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I know a grand total of 4 trans people IRL. All of them I met from twitter. And now one is gone.
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I think it's time to say goodnight. I'm going to try and stay away from social media for the weekend. The plain truth is that I'm not ok. I'm the empty shell of the woman I was a week ago. I've accepted that this is just my life now, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I.
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I’ve been fearing today for a very long time. Today is one of those anniversaries that nobody likes to think about. One year ago my marriage truly ended. It had been effectively over for weeks, I just hadn’t accepted it. It had been over since our couples therapist fired us
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It's ok to fib a little on medical history questionnaires, right?. I just don't see why my dentist would need to know specifics of my genetalia.
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wow, i totally missed that yesterday marked 2 months being out of the closet. it's become normalized so fast, i don't even think about it much anymore. It's almost like this is always who I was supposed to be. crazy, right?.
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Dropped my daughter off at camp. Had a few dirty looks, mostly from the dads. I guess they are jealous that I managed to escape and they are still stuck being miserable. I miss her very much, but she absolutely made my day. I gave her a hug and afterwards she said "Gimme a high.
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It’s been a rough day. Everything that can go wrong, did. Now to relax with friends and music 🫶
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The look on my wife's face when I first told her that I had been questioning my gender my entire life. She didn't need to say anything. After 30 years together, I knew exactly what she was thinking. "You'd make an ugly ass woman.". I'm proving her wrong every fucking day.
trans women what was the tipping point that finally made you decide this dysphoria was unlivable and begin transitioning.
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I just experienced blatant transphobia in my own neighborhood. The ice cream truck was out of choco tacos.
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In the chaos of getting moved and settled, I totally forgot that I passed a milestone last week. This girl has been on HRT for 18 MONTHS!!!.
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@jk_rowling @Aja02537920 @EmerTheScreamer You really are a disgusting piece of ass cheese, Joanne. Stay away from children, you absolute psycho.
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You know what? Today was a really good day. I made a lot of progress with my legal transition. I got some great exercise in and hit another low weight. And best of all, I spent zero time obsessing about her. I’m gonna be alright.
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Sometimes the wins are BIG and completely unexpected. Shoutout to the sweet lady at Costco who, when she saw the old picture on my membership card, said "I'm sorry ma'am, you can't use your husband's card.".
Sometimes you just need to celebrate the little wins in life. My W for the day is that I'm now officially Adriana in the corporate payroll system!. What little wins have you had in the last couple days?.
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Getting served with divorce papers on Friday the 13th is the most on brand thing for me ever.
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New transition milestone achieved!. Changed the name on my amazon account. No more getting deadnamed by every delivery!!!. LFG!!!!.
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I told my therapist that today would be our last session since I have a mood ring now that tells me what mood to be in. She wants to see me twice a week now.
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ngl, I expected a lot more hate mail after getting QRTed by glinner. Maybe he's irrelevant?.
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Voila
I love y'all. I was gonna pick C regardless 🩷.
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I had another positive experience this evening. I was picking up my daughter from her babysitting training course. She was taking the course with one of her besties from school and this girl's mom was picking her up at the same time. This was the first time I encountered someone.
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Being gay at the speedway. My wife nearly shit her pants when she saw my shoes 🤣
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@DavinaQueeen A kitchen appliance is a strange thing to get triggered over 🙄 I think these people think about trans stuff more than actual trans people.
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Fuck me. A transphobic text rant from my father was the absolute last thing I needed right now. Here comes the doom spiral. This is gonna be bad.
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My dad was in a serious car accident this morning. In the hospital, waiting to hear more.
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@StephanieN924 Stephanie isn't going anywhere. She has always existed and will keep going, even if she has to go back in the closet. Nobody will fault you for making that decision. I will ALWAYS love you, Stephanie. This shit is hard, and us late transitioners have a lot of extra obstacles. I.
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Holy shit. I just came out to my boss and it went really well! Totally surprised but supportive as hell. CAN I GET A MOTHERFUCKING GOOD GIRL?.
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Good morning, Everyone. This should make for an interesting day. Keep your chin up and remember that I love you all, very much. 🫶
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Amazingly, I've gone nearly 6 weeks without having a major case of the sads. That streak ended today. They are back with a fucking vengeance. I had a few hours of normalcy with my daughters after telling them I was getting them new iPhones, but by this evening, the looks 1/n.
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Sometimes you just need to celebrate the little wins in life. My W for the day is that I'm now officially Adriana in the corporate payroll system!. What little wins have you had in the last couple days?.
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Got complimented on the shoes once and nails three times. By c!s women. In rural Ohio. It's almost like people outside of twitter are totally cool with trans people.
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Ok deep breath. I'm back. No more private. No more hiding. I do have a new handle, but have reserved my old one by parking my private account there. Maybe someday, I'll return, but for now this will work.
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The cute girl at the pharmacy complimented my hair. Twice. And she remembered my name. Can I get a W in chat?.
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It's going to take me a while to process tonight, but for now I'll just say - I now know with total certainty that I'm on the right path, in the right place, at the right time. I have met the woman that I was born to be. She is amazing and beyond anything imagined in my wildest.
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Ngl this feels really fucking awesome. Thank you all for your support. I couldn’t have made it this far without you! 🫶
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Meeting at the school this morning, then talking to the wife about telling the kids about the divorce and me being trans. Hoping to confirm the timeline - should be 8ish days away. 🙈. It's so fucking close now.
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My son noticed my estrogen molecule necklace. He asked if it was the olympic rings lol. So we had quite the awkward conversation about hormones.
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