i love living alone cause i just get to talk to myself and shout things and make random noises without having to worry about annoying roommates or anything.

castration movie day its castration movie day :3.

oh my god why did this blow up so much this is the first post I've ever had to mute lmao.

this post inspired me to go back and look at the valentine's cards i got and oh my god how much chapter 3 foreshadowing was in these things??????

doing my e injection while listening to jamieP. this is the woke agenda.

randomly one day in high school someone called me andrea. no idea why, no one even acknowledged it. but it made me happy, and i didn't know why.fast forward a year, i realize im trans, and the only name that feels right, the only one that makes me happy to hear, is andrea.

watching a video about cheating in chess. i do not care about chess, but this is one of the most fascinating and funniest things ive ever seen.

i don't think I've ever posted my axolotl shelf lol

its raining outside.i can hear it hitting against my window. its nice, the sound of the drops, drowning out everything else. it's beautiful. for some reason, it makes me think I'll be okay someday. maybe not now, maybe not for a while. but someday,. someday i will be.

thats rhetorical btw no shit they don't or they wouldn't have made the mod in the first place. that or its ragebait (which the more i think about it, it probably is) (also its transphobia but thats already obvious).

"this is about giving you control over the narrative". DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND THE GAME YOU'RE MAKING THE MOD FOR?????????.

i tried to picture my face in my mind because i came to a sudden realization that i never have. but no matter how much i tried, the picture wouldn't form. i can picture individual bits and pieces, but when i try to put them together? nothing. worrying that this is a problem now.

finished reading detransition, baby yesterday. it was amazing, and i haven't been able to get that final passage out of my head. i've just kinda kept grabbing the book again to reread it.

THIS IS IT THIS IS WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT.

i swear i saw a post of someone who had this before and i swear it was super cool.

andrea 4am thoughts:.i should get this entire thing as a tattoo

there were fireworks going off outside of my apartment building and the second i stopped being annoyed and started wanting to watch them, they stopped lmao. im being punished for my hubris.

ive been struggling for a while but today was overall pretty good :3. this is why you keep going. cause even when everything is really low, sometimes theres a little bit of hope and kindness <3.

i think a really underrated track from deltarune is waiting room from when kris is playing the piano. its so good!!!.

im high and talking to cool trans women on the internet today is good :3.