In my lover gurl era.

With you, silence feels like music, and every breath feels lighter than the last. You are the space my soul can rest in soft, steady, unwavering. My safe haven, my peace in human form, thank you for being the one place where I no longer have to be brave to feel completely

My Safe Haven In a world that never stops moving, you are the place my heart comes home to. A quiet calm in all my storms, a refuge where my worries melt like dawn.

Some days feel like battles you didn’t sign up for, fights you never trained for, pain you never deserved, but somehow your heart keeps choosing light, even in the dimmest corners.

He makes me feel like home is not a place, but a warmth, a quiet safety wrapped in his presence, where my heart can finally rest and my soul can breathe without fear.

Sometimes I tremble at the thought, that my feelings might bloom alone, that my love might stand in the dark, waiting for footsteps that never come.

I wonder how a simple thought of someone can ache like a bruise you can’t stop pressing.

I keep imagining a world where my heart is quieter, where wanting someone doesn’t feel like walking barefoot through broken glass.

What if all the soft hopes I plant never grow in his light? What if my smile is just a passing breeze against the walls of his mind?

I think i am scared.

I’m tired of being strong. I just want someone to notice that I’m breaking quietly.

I love him, NGL.

i miss the version of me that felt held, that felt wanted, that didn’t feel like a ghost in her own world.

I lost the last chance i got.

I’d just stay off.

you live gently in my heart, not as someone I must be with, but as someone my soul simply recognizes.

Some desires live in me like distant stars close enough to guide me, too far to hold.

Played that voice note like countless times, cause the voice is so soothing in my ears.

Should i really be honest here?

some things are worth aching for, even in the waiting. ✨ that’s a lie.