i swear in the next 24 hours, i'm gonna hear a big streamer like Tim say something along the lines of, "imagine BF6 had walljumping and jetpacks" and i might just have an aneurism.

ANYTHING wouldve been better than this idiot. make me fight a malboro, a dark aeon, a tonberry, hell even one of the BAJILLION FUCKING DRAGONS like Bahamut, or even robots that just LOOK like dragons like Ultima weapon. NIDHOGG? HELLO?

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me when im in a "shittiest collab" competition and my opponent is Capcom

i might daresay the chef is back in the kitchen 🤌

Thoughts:. -needs more big maps.-Buff heli/jet hp.-nerf medic rez health and rate of firing defibs.-main menu UI needs rework.-sniper rifles should get LVPO and higher scope magnification than 6x.-Humvee is generally useless, needs more armored segments or complete overhaul.

its honestly shocking how many of these big streamers have no desire to play an actual battlefield game and instead want to convert it into the typical BR slop .

did some testing with paintbrushes cuz it still feels like voodoo magic bullshit to me and just did a once-over of my OC's head. and then i noticed something. 🪱

but its a weird feeling, making art for myself. trying to make it at least make sense to look at while not beating you over the head with a particular message like its a bethesda game. either way ngl it definitely feels cringe on some level. hope its at least bearable.

like almost everything ive drawn is:.- hot anime woman.- vtuber.- funny random moment.- robot. and ill be honest, theres only so much horny energy and funny random moments i can manifest before it just becomes kinda boring. so im not really sure what i want to keep doing.

the last 2 arts i made was an interesting experiment, i never really made art that tried to say something or had any real emotional investment before. not only cuz i didnt like what i had to say but also cuz i felt like a dipshit 14 year old chuuni writing his first fanfic 😶.

a̸̡̢̨̛̙͖̜̝̰͔͑̀̑̓͑̚͝r̵̎̀ë̶̗͔̞͕̻̲̣́̓͊̿̈̕͝͝ y̷̅̆͗͐̎̾̽̎͝o̴͓͇̣͔̿̆͒̚͠u ḙ̷͍̰̎́̒͒͐͝vè̸̛͖̭̝̿̍̍͆́̉n̸͌ ̴̓t̴h̸̢̡̨̆͒̑̿̈́́̃́e̴͙͔͇͕̲͂̈́͐̉͘̚ǫ̸̩̘͕̦̓̉̊̽̏͋͘͜n̴̺͊͐̅̃́̂͑̿͛͘e̵͉̻̪̝̙̝̜̣̦̅̊̓̆̈́ í̴͔̞̀̐̅͗̄̾͘͝n̷̛̾͑́̎͝͝c̴̪̳͈̱̤̔̆͐̕̕on̶̬̗̮͓̯̼͗͌̈́́̔͋͂ţ̴̣̲̲̫̲͇͉̤̆̀̈̀͋̍r̡̙̥̰̓̓͝ǫ̸̲̬͖̜̑̊̉͆̌͝l?̵̨̙̮͍̙͍̩̂̓̑͋̌̄̄̈́̐͐͜

its all so tiresome.

BF6 first impression:. pros: wow this is actually fun, it feels like battlefield again, i can play this for like 12 hours straight!. cons: i just played this for 12 hours straight and didnt do shit today 😶.

well if im gonna no-life the bf6 beta i might as well stream it lol.

Honestly, I don't think he hit her hard enough.

oh actually i memory holed how much i hated the dumbing down of combat to where both players basically have to be within like 100m of each other. no sniper rifles and no actual long range combat, along with the new "crit" system is dogshit. draw 100+.

i need to replay older ACs cuz from what i remember the story details in older ones were more fleshed out. but the entire time in 6 i just kept thinking, "there is NO functional difference in the cryptic bullshit they put in this game vs souls games". and online fights🤮. 25 each.

this last week ive really felt like my art progress has slowed to a crawl, did some testing by drawing basic heads from random angles on a 80 sec timer. still battling with really understanding how to translate 3D form in space but its way better than even just a months ago

"yeah we lied to you about the prospect of a decent life with a well-paying job and tricked you into racking up tens of thousands in debt, but we never FORCED you! 🙂". yall literally sound like rapist hollywood directors. "you want that job, dont you?" *unzips pants*.