Not everyone deserves access to me.

My therapist told me, “No one notices your sadness until it turns into anger, and then you’re the problem. Healing is realizing you became the angry person because no one saw your sadness first” and I felt that.

one thing i wanna work on fr is getting out of my head. my thoughts alone be drowninggg me

valentines or not, i’m still getting my hair, makeup, nails, toes, and lashes done. dressing up pretty, taking myself to a nice restaurant, and treating myself like the princess i am👑✨

As independent as I am, I love to be babied. Acts of service are how I feel loved. I don't care about money. Just lighten my load. I'm too prideful to ask for help, but when you take the initiative to take things off my plate, I know you really see me.

It’s so weird how I know when someone is going to text me. When we haven’t talked in a long time. My intuition is always on point but it’s definitely triggering when it happens.. 😖

my sex drive is really dependent on how you make me feel emotionally

Pretending i'm okay with a situation when it's actually shattering my heart is the worst

learning to stand on your own is EXTREMELY important. you have to be able to lift yourself when you fall, meet your own needs, be there for yourself emotionally, and CREATE YOUR OWN HAPPINESS. yes support is beautiful, but it can’t be the only thing you depend on.

Being alone when you need support will really make you look at everybody differently.

It sucks because, for a minute I was happy, for a minute I was getting better, for a minute I had hope. but in a minute I lost it all again

People lack accountability real bad & then say, “You could’ve just talked to me.” No, I couldn’t. You don’t listen. You deflect. You gaslight. You make me feel like I’m the problem for bringin it up. So I stayed silent to protect my peace 💯 not because I didn’t want to fix it fr

I spent years overgiving in friendships & relationships. I was always the one checking in, showing love, making sure everybody was good & I forgot about me. Now I just want to be alone and focus on myself. I’m learning to pour into me the way I used to pour into everybody else.

Being misunderstood is exhausting. You explain yourself clearly. You speak calmly. And somehow you’re still twisted into the villain. At some point, you stop explaining and let people believe what they want.

people think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard .

Some signs of depression that don’t get talked about enough: • Letting messages pile up because replying feels overwhelming • Putting off basic care, not because you don’t care—but because you’re exhausted • Feeling disconnected even when you’re not alone • Losing hours to

Even when I needed help , I helped.

If love ever finds me again, May the universe let me meet someone who loves me as deeply as I do. Someone who is never okay with hurting me. Someone who is loyal, kind & devoted. Someone who will never make me feel unwanted. Someone who feels like home & also finds home in me.

Some of us are currently at that stage where we want to be loved correctly or left alone completely. No in between, no second chances.

they swear they don't wanna lose you but act like they ain't tryna keep you either

I love a lazy Sunday no plans, just at home, in bed, napping off & on pure peace