Clearing Up Dangerous False Allegations
For readability:
TLDR: Someone named Jaripho posed as me to commit sexual acts against a minor. A post called me out as a predator, it went viral, but they have since retracted their statements & apologized.
Pt. 1
I may be a bitter old woman now who still can’t express herself well but…
I truly and deeply appreciate everyone who has been supportive of me over these many years
Thank you for 1 million 🙇♀️
I found just how deeply despised I am on tiktok, it’s very painful
I’m 26 now but still the same rumors, quietly ignored apologies, and panic attacks that will seemingly follow me forever. But I deserve it in a way.
I am a coward who can barely stand on this platform after all
I don't usually look at comments on YouTube just for my own mental health but I've always been really grateful for those who go out of there way to show kindness like this.
Thank you to all those who give support and expect nothing in return. You have beautiful souls.
guess who's officially ya girl?? 🙏🎉😭
I had the highest honor of being cast as Eiko in Ya Boy Kongming in the official dub! I hope I do ok!!
(Streams on
@HIDIVEofficial
Sept 23rd)
The fact that they actually took criticism and did their best to improve is just so...inspiring actually? I really hope everyone goes to see it now so this can become an example for other studios! It’s time for Twitter to return the favor!
so this has been on my mind
after 10 yrs i hit 1m subs and you'd assume i'd be some kind of popular but im very isolated and left in the past, usually hearing "oh yeah i remember you"
not to sound like im complaining ofc! but its just kinda funny realizing I'm visibly invisible
Hi! I'm looking for artists to hire for some commercial commissions (art prints for cons primarily) and wanted to gauge interest!
So please like this tweet if you're interested! 💛
Hi this is a silly question but would love to know
When you're tired and feel sick all the time and have built very low self esteem, what do you do? When you can't seem to feel motivation or relief from negative thoughts, what has helped in your life?
Asking for a friend
I thought a lot about what I'd say when I came back to the internet. I wanted to return stronger and confident but it's hard to live with the knowledge and experience that I have now.
Truthfully, my view of the community will never be the same. I'm really sorry.
Hey just wanted to take a sec to spread some positivity for the Oshi no Ko dub!
As a fan, I'm deeply grateful to have gotten to work with so many hardworking people. Staff and actors alike. I see them putting their all into making something that might honor ONK.
Keep going 💛
i tried my best to make english lyrics for 'Idol' from Oshi no Ko...it took me three days and my brain is mush now 🥲😭😭 im probably still gonna edit them more
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I think it’s so mind blowing when someone you’ve never met goes out of their way to compliment you or support you, like they took time out of their day to just be kind with no reward
To all those people, thank you, you probably saved a life
WAAAAaaaaaggghhhh ill make an official announcement later but YES HI HELLO!!! I'm ACTUALLY in my favorite anime of all time -- ONE PIECE!!
IM A CLOUD!!! ☁️🎀
IM HERA!!!
In all seriousness, I'm so thankful for all the support I've received on this debut. My 10 yrs on youtube have admittedly given me some deep scars but there are people out there who still care and want me to keep going.
So for them...I haven't given up yet! 💪
hey im back briefly to thank those who have continued to support me despite my shortcomings over the years, ill also be taking down the thread since its been 48 hrs and i dont wanna worry loved ones any further
damn, im rediscovering why i love vocaloid so much
there's always something so interesting and unique about each producer, there's a song about every feeling, sometimes a fun little mystery, sometimes an existential crisis
its just really good art
After you die, your ghost approaches the giant gilded screen of reincarnation. You stare into cheap anime graphics as loli God tells you SSR rates are .0005%. You have one pull.
I really wanna change up my youtube in 2021, something more casual, unhinged, and a place I like. Honestly jubyphonic/the channel as it is doesn't reflect who I am anymore, might change my persona style too? I wanna have fun again
I hate those three dots that signal “someone is typing” bc I constantly rewrite a sentence 100 times out of anxiety and that can come off as suspicious or strange which makes me more anxious and so I write out replies in a doc then copy/paste yes I am sad
Sorry for the silence and lack of covers, last year stripped me of my last ounce of self confidence so it’s been hard to work on YouTube covers, but I’ll put out something very soon and hopefully move on from this
anybody else feeling like if animal crossing delays or doesn't come out in exactly 3 days 2 hrs and 18 min that they might actually finally lose it with this pandemic
the irony of me having
1. crushing anxiety that invades my every waking hour if i believe even one stranger might dislike me to the point of probably ruining my life and
2. a youtube channel
only grows stronger with every year
i feel like singing takes so much confidence
you can be warmed up, healthy, all ready to go, but a tiny seed of doubt can suddenly make breathing hard and singing impossible
i fantasize about this day a lot:
i delete every trace of myself from the internet then sit back with a big glass of wine as the anxiety of my past is cleared and a quiet life finally begins
its so awful to see anime twitter being openly racist against nagatora being cast as a black woman in the english dub, we shouldnt be surprised but we also shouldnt stand for it, she's going to be amazing and we should drown out the hate with our support
Wanna support POC in the anime industry?
@shannondreed
is one of the only black directors in anime dubbing and is extremely talented and hard working!
You can help by supporting his shows and showing him love!
He's also always wanted to be invited to a con... 👀
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I got them mixed up and chose Sword instead of Sheild and now I can’t catch a ponyta I had one job jesus christ
I had a nosebleed while recording dubs today but I really wanted to get the lines right and make a good impression on the director so I tried to casually wipe off the blood every time they turned away and that was when I realized this is who I’ll always be
I’ve been thinking a lot on how I’m gonna rebrand when I get a proper VTube model and all I see are tons of creative and supernatural toobers already… so Twitter….what vibes do I even give off? What Vtuber should I be? 💀