JohnDubuc
@JohnDubuc_
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23, Animator, Marble Racer and YouTuber! Currently At College YouTube: https://t.co/0ibcf1r6Ed…
Joined May 2016
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Also just found a photo where he was a puppy. Right before we adopted him
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And bonus photos for getting through that really emotional text wall
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Thank you for listening to the 1am heartbroken ramblings of a marble YouTuber and Minecraft streamer. I will probably do this again because it matters that much to me <3
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It’s like a full story. It’s not a happy ending, like most things in life, but it’s a journey I wouldn’t trade for the world. Because that dog was my world.
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One step at a time it will get easier, but dammit I loved that dog. I remember when we got him as a puppy in 2009. Probably still have the recording of our drive home from getting him saved somewhere. Now I have the recording of his last moments too.
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It doesn’t matter where or what. It just mattered that he was there. His wagging tail was my entire life. I’d do anything to have him back, but it doesn’t work that way. He’s not coming back. It’s so strange. It feels like a nightmare.
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15 years is a LONG time and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Been there through every hobby I picked up, my high school graduation. It just never feels long enough. Over half my life with my dog and it’s just gone like that. I have to move forward.
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I’ve had pets die before. I had 2 gerbils when I was only 5. When they were gone my 7 year old heart was broken. This feels just the same as a 23 year old. Just a broken heart.
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Nobody is ever ready though. I felt like I was prepared for the tragic moment all week. It was just hard to be there though. If I didn’t stay with him and see it happen I’d regret it forever. It hasn’t even been half a day and I just miss my buddy. I miss him so much.
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He was there in the entire life I can remember. So watching him be put down and taken away was probably the most painful thing I’ve dealt with. I hope my feelings were alright, it was so hard to know exactly how to react. It all felt so sudden and I wasn’t emotionally ready.
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That dog got me through some of the roughest times. I would instantly feel better with him there. While he is still with me in spirit and in my heart, it’s unbelievably tough knowing I won’t see his face, or his tail, or any of it again. All that’s left are memories.
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It’s helped me see it’s a universal experience of grief. Our loved ones, our pets. It’s a shared pain that we all know but is so personal too. This was our dog and we made each other’s lives special. It’s going to be really hard to move forward from that
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This is the dog that would wag his tail every time I came home, the dog I would throw tennis balls with when he was younger. He always wanted to do this stuff, but he was just too old to do it. His body finally started giving up on him. That’s how we knew it was time.
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I know as time passes you heal and grow, but that doesn’t make the now feel any better. That hole, that void, is impossible to fill back in and it’s one of the worst parts of owning a pet. It still feels unreal and it’s stressing me out a lot deep down.
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It helps me to write out my feelings. I took a lot of photos and videos in the last few days so I’d have stuff to look back on after the dreaded day, which is nice but it’s just breaking my heart more. I took one just minutes before he passed and it’s destroying me.
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I keep looking through all the photos and videos of his last days on Earth and it’s just so painful to look back at empty space in the real world. I’d hug him every night before I’d sleep when I was home and now I don’t have him there anymore.
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Your messages are all so sweet!!! I appreciate them all so much <3. It helps knowing he lived a long and healthy life and he would want me to be happy too. He was such a sweetheart and loved meeting people when they would visit.
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We said goodbye to our family dog Charlie today. He was my best friend for 15 years, and has been with me through everything. He passed very peacefully, but that doesn't mean it isn't bittersweet. I'll always love and remember you. Rest in peace. ❤️
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