💜 💙 👑 We keep playing block tag and you know who you are queenie. I know you have to block to keep your status safe but I have to block to emotionally protect myself. Even if you are the one dream that never comes true, meeting you helped all my other dreams fall into place

I have a mixer and have the ability to plug in and play my guitar directly into my laptop and use digital amps and effects. You don't even know what's coming girl ;) 💜 🎸.

If I can't get you to budge after I show you the song I wrote for you I hope you wake up on morning even if it's 10 years from now and remember what I tried to teach you when we were in each other's lives. I almost died when I was born and I feel God spared me so I can help ppl.

The song I wrote for you is the last thing I can do for you. I'm going to have to give in on you instead of *give up on you*. I know you're very connected through music and it's the last thing I can do to make things right.

I'm going to make different versions of the song. One is going to be less offensive than the other's. I'll probably send you that one. I don't mean to be offensive my intent is to ruin anything for you, it's "to wake you up from this nightmare, you've been dreaming for too long!".

IRL haters might want to just say it's A.I. but I'm going to make a music video of me singing in the mic and playing guitar and put clips of us hanging out like I used to record our time together when we'd hang out.

I know your ex already wrote a song for you but you're about to have two guy's write a song for you. I'm not your ex so that probably makes it even better. You're so special and so loved. I don't know how many girls on Earth have two songs written about them.

I still haven't worked on my song I'm writing for you 🎸. I got to work on 3 tracks for me so I'm loving myself just in case things don't go smooth, but I'm going to make it worthwhile. I got an emo guy that is a videog-me gu!tar player and in an emo band helping me.

I loved everything about you because of your personality and it made me see you unlike any other girl. I would purposely say something sweet or silly to make you blush or smile. Your smile was possibly or IS the most beautiful thing I've seen in my entire life.

Your biggest blue flags that I miss the most is that you are self aware, you take acknowledgement, and you take accountability, even if you and I are both in the wrong or even if it was ever more my fault.

So many girls locally are mean and ruthless. I was so fortunate to have you by my side.

I was good for 2 years finally chilling and wanting something new. If I'm going backwards clearly you are unforgettable. You're nice and unintentionally hurtful.

I got a haircut lol. I hope you like it! It's my turn to have bangs now.

I miss you really bad. You were such a good listener, you always believed in me. I had to lose to win. I can't wait to assist you on your journey to win too!.

I promised to never give up on you and even though all I can do is just work on myself while we're gone, I've learned the whole time how to not lose myself and I make you a new promise, to never give up on you when we're finally back in each other's lives again.

Since Twitter/X allows you to see my posts even though you're blocked I just want you to know that I'm working really hard to water my garden so I can finally help you water your's. I'm sorry. It was the wrong timing when we met. I'm sorry we let each other down I meant my promis.