Broke down crying when I saw this happen.
The whole reason I found purpose with myself and became a streamer is IronMouse.
I have so many illnesses, but I still wanted to do more and try more. I didn't want to just be sick in bed and become my illness.
I am so thankful.
Finding out I got bullied by some VTubers for having a Razer laptop for my set up and not a “real pc” was not what I had in mind for Christmas. I’m used to people being mean to me directly about it, but not behind my back.
“You won’t be able to get anywhere with that” - “no
IM SO SORRY TO THOSE WHO PANICKED AND THOUGHT SHE DIED OH MY GOD
I WAS JUST IN MY FEELS AND WAS BEING SUPER CHEESY
FOR FUTURE PEOPLE: MOUSEY IS ALIVE !
I always wanted to be part of like a serious but fun VTuber group like VShojo or Phase Connect or something.
I definitely do not have the monetary means to make one myself.
But whenever I see those audition things, and I go through the document… I always stop “what is your
@ironmouse
Thank you so much for your kind words, Mousey.
You were the reason I started streaming despite my illnesses. It means a lot.
I will continue to stream and have fun. I have and always do what I can to have the best fun and streams that I can! 🧡
@CDawgVA
I won't! >-<)b
Also thank you for helping prove it doesn't matter what you start with and for sharing! 🧡
I only got a decent mic a few months ago. Prior i was using a second hand mic from a friend and I made do. I am slowly but surely getting there!
I am sorry I cannot provide you guys more proof of my illnesses. I am trying to gather my paper works and working to redact important and personal info to post proof of a few payments I had to make for my surgery. I cannot move much but I will try my best to look for them when I
I don’t use the term bullying lightly. There was so much said, with my set up being the MAIN focus. They also bullied me as a person, and as a VTuber.
They also bullied my overlays, which I drew myself because I can’t afford anything expensive but I still wanted something
✨For those who need the motivation, here is a thread of everything I made myself for streaming, including things I still use. ✨
I put everything into streaming, even when I didn't have the means. This thread is all my effort.
(Well as much as I can post anyways)
My emotes and animated screens were gifted to me by a friend for Christmas last year. I did not pay for those myself.
Prior to that, I drew my own emotes. I still have emotes on my channel and in my discord that I drew on my own.
I was and will always work with what I have.
I feel like the worst kind of VTubing “friend” is one that gets upset that you don’t RT all their stuff, shout them out all the time on stream and boost them.
Like I want a friend… not someone obsessive over every little number and sees me as just that, a number.
They say
I am so afraid of dm-ing mutuals that I really wanna be friends with because I’m scared of being too weird, not good enough, or anxious.
2024 I really need to try and work on my courage. ;-;)/♡
So many people are saying they've had similar experiences of being bullied for their stream set ups, and being bullied for their laptops.
I'm so sorry that is something somehow common. None of us should be dealing with that. Streaming should be something open to everyone.
I know now this is what I should’ve done and had more obvious phrasing so it’s understood by everyone. 😭
I had just taken medicine when I made the post and thought my phrasing was more obvious than it was, and not so cryptic.
I usually don’t tweet after taking medication. 😭
I just found out my dad is dying and not going to make it to the end of the year at the rate he is declining..
I live across the ocean from him. I haven’t seen him in 4 years. I miss him dearly. This is a lot to process and I’ve been grieving already as they said he very well
@pipkinpippa
Thank you for stopping by and giving input! I appreciate it a lot! 🧡
I'll do my best to keep growing and trying what I can do! The rejections aren't going to stop me. I'll keep applying, reapplying, and doing what I can!
I usually will just put audience interaction, chatting,
For a chill activity in the morning, I want to draw you guys as best I can in MSPaint using my mouse in the morning!
⭐️ DROP YOUR PNGS! ⭐️
I’ll do as many as I can before my hand hurts!
#VTubers
#VTuberUprising
I’m worried that people don’t really want to watch me once they find out I take certain medications for pain and have to even when I’m streaming. It’s fair if it makes you uncomfortable, I wouldn’t force anyone to watch. But I worry it generally makes me unwatchable.
I have
I drew VTubers from memory that chat chose for our MSPaint incentive! My wrist hurts from this mouse ;v;)b
Tomorrow we'll continue to add more!
Switching to gaming now, still live!
Saw my dad today and unpacked.
My heart broke seeing him wobble and the state of him, but he had on the same big goofy smile he always has had.
He said he’s gonna make me his famous lasagna that I miss a lot.
My heart hurts but is also very happy that I am with my dad.
Please don’t be like this.
This is rude, and passive aggressive and makes it seem like you’re shaming me for having the tag. Idgaf if you think it’s a turn off from my streams, or you think I’m lying/using it for jokes.
Some of us use this tag because we get asked often why
VTUBERS!
I’m going to be doing a VTubing Smash or Pass!
If you’d like to participate, drop your PNGs below!
You have until the 2nd of October 5:30pm PST, so this Sunday!
#Vtuber
#VTuberUprising
#VTuberEN
This is not self pity either, I’m just frustrated with myself. I want to do something I just don’t know how to achieve it.
I feel like by the time I do learn something enough to put down as a talent, everyone is going to be full up.
I’m going to try my best this coming year to
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⬇️ Schedules will be below! ⬇️
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⭐️ Discord:
🧡 Body pillows:
(All profit helps pay medical bills)
You're telling me I can play a game, be in a discord call, AND have my browser open without anything dying or chugging?
I am so happy I don't have to use my phone to use things like youtube while doing stuff.
Sorry to go on about the PC, I am just so happy to have this TTuTT
HI! JUST BECAUSE A VTUBER IS SHORT DOESN’T MAKE THEM A LOLI! THANK YOU!
It makes me really uncomfortable to be referred to as one! I’d appreciate it if you didn’t! 🧡🧡🧡
I GOT TO RING MY SURGERY RECOVERY BELL!!!!!
7 months healing, 5 weeks hospitalisation, and I am FINALLY healed.
However, I am not cured of anything and that’s ok! I’ll need more surgical treatments for the rest of my life, but these surgeries have helped so so much and were
♥︎✨♡SKEB ART RAFFLE♡✨♥︎
One of our goals was hit for subathon which is a Skeb art raffle!
Worth up to 14k JPY! Artist of winners choice!
✨To join:✨
🧡- be following
🧡- like + retweet (no qrts!)
🧡- post a picture of your model below with your favourite food! (Opt)
I know this is super last second so not many may see this but tomorrow I’m going to do a VTuber Smash or Pass on stream!
Drop your png below with your twitch links as well to get rated on stream! 18+ only!
You have until 3:00pm PST tomorrow to drop your PNG! Ratings will be
I generally don’t like to do bigger collabs with people I don’t know and who don’t know each other.
I’m not avoiding your 10-15 person celebration because I don’t like you.
I have horrible social anxiety and this just isn’t something that works for me!
I’m sorry! 🧡
I just had the scariest rideshare of my life.
I thought i was about to become a statistic.
I had to duck out for a little while for a friends birthday and I had to rideshare home otherwise it would've been too late at night.
The rideshare was being strange, making
After 11 days, it has finally come to an end. 🧡
We hit the tip goal by over 350%
We knocked the sub goals out of the park.
Thank you for allowing me to see my dad before he’s gone and affording to help them in their time of need right now.
Thank you all so incredibly much.
⭐️HEY! YOU! 🫵⭐️
!Give me your PNG!
I’m currently making my very own Picrew to allow my community to express themselves as my Dog Biscuits! Bikkies for short!
(Community went through a rename!)
I’m wanting to add more accessories before I make this live, so I want you guys to
I love mute VTubers so much. They prove every day that you can stream and find ways to still entertain and chat without needing to be directly verbal.
I follow a few and honestly they’re the most precious people and entertain chat so well. Using TTS, and other tech.
;-;)/♡
I ACTUALLY GOT APPROVED FOR HOME HEALTH!
I’M GONNA CRY
This is going to make my life and conditions more bearable.
I’ll be having a nurse come see me a few times a week. They’ll help me care for my conditions, surgical wounds, pain management and lots of other things. 🧡
I’m not allowed to eat things like Ice Cream with my conditions but since it was new years I got some chocolate ice cream anyways!!!
>u<)/♥︎ it was super tasty and worth it!
My doctor said only very special occasions and I think it was one!
Wether you have one yourself or you’d like to show support to other vtubers who have disabilities, here is an amazing list of VTubers who also deal with chronic illness and/or other disabilities!🧡
I’ll be back tomorrow Biscuits to start knocking out the 111 hours we currently have of the subathon!
I have no words, thank you so much.
I didn’t imagine it would go the way it did at all. But I am so appreciative and thankful that it did.
I feel like I don’t deserve it.
Sobbing as I booked my ticket because I am so exhausted and drained from this whole thing emotionally.
Thank you, Biscuits.
I can go see Dad and spend whatever time I can with him and make precious memories.
Truly, thank you everyone.
art: @ iiiocheillust
There seems to be some people trying to impersonate me right now to scam people.
This is not me. Please avoid and report these accounts.
This is my one and only Twitter.
IT’S BUILT!!🧡🧡🧡🧡
Biscuits, SHEEBA HAS BEEN LEVELLED UP!
ITS EVEN GOT LGB LIGHTS WEEEE
Truly, thank you everyone for your support and help. I will make sure to treat it well, and use it to try and do better things!
@ironmouse
Take care Mousie, make sure you rest as much as you need. Hope the treatment helps and even if it’s said for formality sake it’s never an inconvenience.
You come first.
🧡🧡🧡
🧡~ She really was an angel ~ 🧡
This art piece is to a chatter who won an incentive from last year. The dog is their sweet girl Angel whose no longer with us.
It's an emotional piece and I am humbled that they wanted this.
Artist:
@iiiocheillust
Taking a quick shower break!
Before going on a quick break we added two new skrunkles on the MSPaint VTubers from Memory work!
I think for using a mouse I'm doing ok!
Tests for today’s stream later did not go well.
My laptop is starting to struggle streaming and running games + my model + all the extra programs.
Worst case, we play less big games for a little while! I will keep streaming! This will not stop me from doing my best! I pawmise!
Said goodbye to my family and my Dad.
I have a long flight tomorrow.
I’m going through a lot and I’m really struggling. So thank you everyone who’s been by my side and supporting me throughout this time.
Streams will start back up shortly after I’m back home and situated.
I get anxious when people think I'm larger than what I am. It makes me feel like a let down when they come to my stream and I don't have the big vtuber numbers like 70+. I average normally 20-25 on good days.
We all have highs and lows and different views on what's big, but for
I was going to stream tomorrow but I just got news from my mother that my gran no longer will know who I am when she sees me.
This, mixed with my dad's declining health and the stress, I cannot mentally handle it. I apologise.
I'll stream Thursday, then again once I'm in Aus.
Thanks for a wonderful stream!
I'll probably stream the next two days and start my first playthrough of Nier! If we have enough people we'll also play Lethal Company!
I HAVE SO MUCH PLANNED THIS COMING MONTH! I can't wait!
🧡I'LL SEE YOU BISCUITS TOMORROW!🧡
Hanging out with friends and hearing them say “thank GOD I don’t have *medical condition*! I would honestly un-alive myself if I had it, I could not live with it!” with that awkward small pause then the “no offence”… fucking sucks. Like..???
I’m genuinely so happy for you that
☆ Welcome to Sheebies! ☆
Where our burgers are SHEEBielicious!
What can I get for you today?
Would you like to try our new combo meal? It’s only $5.99! 🧡
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Artist: @ iiiocheillust
Eating home cooked food made by my family has been so comforting.
I’m gonna miss this when I’m back at home.
Will cherish every meal with my dad while he’s still here.
The PC that got funded is being put together tomorrow.
Thank you everyone for caring so much. I made a silly post a few weeks ago out of frustration due to the treatment not just I, but many others get.
There are lots of people who are elitist in the VTubing community, and
It’s 3am, no one will see. I will confess one of my husbandos. I love Axel from Kingdom Hearts. I did when I first saw him and still do.
I love him and all his red spiky hair.
Time for sleep (*´ω`*)♡
I passed my physical therapy test and got to ring a big bell!
I PASSED MY TEST!!
I’ll be needing to continue my physical therapy once home but at least I am good enough to go home!!! I’M SO HAPPY!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
✨⭐️🧡ANNOUNCEMENT🧡⭐️✨
✨I’m having my birthday and 1 year of streaming celebration next month and I’m inviting other VTubers and streamers to come join me! If you’re interested in playing games with me, friend or new friend, please reply to this!✨
⭐️✨HAPPY NEW YEAR✨⭐️
I hope we all have a wonderful year!
I really want to achieve more this year. I won’t let my health stop me as much as I can!
Thank you everyone for sticking by me for my first year of streaming!! Here’s to many more fun memories!
This person got blocked pretty fast! Don’t worry about that at all! Like I said I would usually ignore something like this but I don’t usually get these things outside of twitch chat and I just want to cover a few things and be transparent.
I am moreso worried about this person
@Stabiliss
They definitely have people in it who are aware of the toxic attitude because they came to me about it.
Laptops are definitely just as capable! Mine does have issues occasionally, but for the most part, does what I need it to.
I love waking up to blood all over my pillow and my hand because my surgeon fucked up my neck surgery from last year as well.
I knew that the hospitalisation he caused me to have in November for 5 weeks was already a bad sign, but the surgery I had prior to that is now showing
One of the first people I collabed with when I started streaming ended up being a horrible person, and gave unwanted NSFW advances... Took the collab as we are now "close and personal" and became obsessive and played ignorant when I cut it off... due to some reasons, I was so
GUYS MY MUM LURKED IN THE STREAM FOR A LITTLE BIT
SHE DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON
She didn’t know I actually baked cupcakes and decorated them, she thought it was a game 😭
🧡🍔Welcome to Sheebies!🍔🧡
We got Shiburgers, Shibashakes, and $4 Happy Shib meals that come with a free headpat!
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I did my best to finish it.
#nyoillust
I put this is in my discord but forgot to put this here as well.
Things have been hard. I’ve had positives, and negatives while here. As I said, I’m really holding onto those positives.
My visit is slowly coming to an end, the next 2 1/2 weeks are going to be really hard.
I apologise a lot for being so absent this last 2 weeks since I landed.
I’ve been with my family, sick from the travel, and things keep popping up.
I have things set up and ready for streams. I have just been trying to find the time where I’m not mentally or physically
There are a lot of new people here from my previous post, I really didn’t think it would get the reach it did and I mostly made it out of anxiety and fear. A lot of us with disabilities fear that kind of accusation and message after being open about our illnesses.
The money for
I landed and I’m with my sister, she got us food to share and I’m about to 😩
HSP BOXES MY LOVE I HAVE FOUND YOU AGAIN
Also had a good cry, relaxing now and getting rest.
The flight was 16 hours, and anxiety inducing.
🎄⭐️Merry Christmas!⭐️🎄
Christmas is a hard time for me every year, and there’s a lot going on this year especially.
I appreciate my community and everyone for being so kind to this Shiba.
⭐️ I will stream today around 10am PST and stream most of the day ⭐️
The Shiba has safely arrived back in America.
I’ll be working on some things and next week I’ll be having my first stream back.
I have lots to talk about and I also have some fun videos and pictures as well.
See everyone soon!
Art by shadowsekai_96
I’m really doing my best to hang in there right now but the couple days after finding out about my dad’s rapidly declining health, I find out I have covid.
I got the worst news ever and in the first days of trying to process it all I can’t even have any comfort. I am just