We have a bunch of new faces so let me re-introduce myself. I'm HoeBeard. I like smoking, Arizona tea, making people laugh, and protecting the safe space I've made for my community. You will leave my stream warm hearted, and full of laughs. Come smoke with me? ☁️

I've spent this time also doing a bunch of drag shows and really thriving. I'm excited to come bring some more randomness and bring all I've learned back here online soon. Just wanted to check in. Lil HoeBeard reunion soon? 👀🫣🔥

They have been a big mix of burlesque and local rock bands. It's been super fun taking my streaming to IRL stuff. All the time on the mic really helps, and it's totally transferable to real life things! Anyways enjoy the spam of pictures and hope that I'll be back soon. ❤️🤟

So I've finally saved up and moved into a better living situation. Over the last two months I've regained normalcy. This Sunday I finally get all my stuff back. It's been a wild journey to get back on my own. In the meantime I've been hosting AWESOME local shows.

I will be making my own stuff once again, I need a creative outlet. I don't care how it does, I don't care your opinion. It's time to let my brain free to make stupid shit and IT DOESN'T need to be perfect. Art should be fun. K thanks see you soon. 🫡

Maybe i do need an escape. A place I can put myself first, and just have fun. That sounds familiar? 👀

I'll update this in a week or so when I'm entirely recovered. I'm genuinely surprised at how lil pain there is. P.S. The pic of me in my office was taken 20 minutes after my surgery. I PROMISE THIS IS SUCH A LOW THREAT SURGERY.

only 1 on either side. The most uncomfortable part of everything is the stitches catching on stuff - when I got home, I got bit a few times by mosquitos outside. I mean it when I say that those bites were more of an annoyance than this recovery.

LITERALLY SIT ON THEM. (Kinda like normal fr) - I thought I'd be reserved to back sleeping (I'm a side sleeper). Due to how little discomfort there is, I actually slept on my side last night STILL NO PAIN or DISCOMFORT. - the incisions/stitches are so small that there is..

- I expected the numbers to wear off last night and me to feel some sort of pain. I expected that there would be a high level of discomfort. - I can walk, I'm writing this after taking my dog on a literal half mile walk less than 24hrs out. There is only discomfort if you..

them down. (Haven't had a narcotic since I was a child and will die before risking it, IDC how stubborn that is) - He tried giving me more powerful strength ibuprofen called toradal, but I'm pretty adamant about what enters my body. So that was turned down as well.

- My vasectomy took 26:43 from first prick(lol) of a needle to last stitch. I never felt anything more than pressure. - I walked out of the procedure feeling nothing. The doctor intended to prescribe me narcotics but due to my families past addictions with those I always turn..

Pro-Sterilization Propaganda Time!❤️ I just got my vasectomy done on Monday, it was so so easy. Here's my writeup on the whole thing:

Make homophobes and transphobes afraid again

A weekend of unforgettable memories, and one of the coolest venues I've DJ'd at. I love being a part of my local drag scene. I love my skin, I love me. ❤️

I don't know what to say other than I lost the "he" a long time ago. it/they feels more me. ❤️

The urge to run away, grab my friends, and live life somewhere else IS INCREDIBLE. 🥲

Hey here's whatsup in my world: I relate way more to they/it/MF entity, than he/him these days. I'm wiping a lot of my stream slate clean, expect things to change there. I never plan on posting here regularly again. This place is simply for updates. ♥️

PSA: This is an Onya Nurve STAN account 🙌🏾 I am IMPRESSED!!!! Y’all betta keep an eye on this one 👁️

I won't be deleting this, but I will be trying something new. This place feels like an echo chamber. See you over there. ❤️

Crazy? I was crazy once, they locked me in a game... A cozy game... A cozy game full of fish... Fish? Fish drive me crazy.