I need help here in Belize, Dangriga, my neighbour tell lies about me to the police and anyone who is desrespecting my honesty, while they do bad things. They like to torture me mentally and I got told, that THEY WILL KILL ME... SO PLEASE TAKE ACTION WHO HAS A HEART 🙏 @elonmusk

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three signs she is dangerous 1. she is smart 2. she is quiet and 3. she is the eldest daughter

I hope, that my story can have an impact to this world. It shows so much reality where others simply overlook, not even expect that such all is real and can happen. I hope that I can have the power to fight for all those overlooked ones not only for myself, to find recognition

And I guess that's why it catch me to find only such S my partners like they are good in impressing people but not able to look at themselves. There I learn the difference where me as an empathetic learn to understand them better than myself ?!Well I know what I need now for sure

...I was always different, very quiet, and I learn that my mums trauma got me abandoned like she was abused by her dad not wanting a daughter. It took a while for me to understand. That made her cold, she even wish me to experience poverty like she had to... my mum's a narcissist

What I learn is that my grandparents they was poor, then my parents and also my brother they got very wealthy, only by having the chance to go study. My brother got helped, they didn6helped me but put themselves over me, they feel so much better cold not even talk to me...because

It's just... nobody expected I became one of them, even worse as a self employed person without no next help from ANYONE, not even my greedy family, when hearing my story get shocked. Some just give me what they have to help me. Only my grannies did that, hidden so no one see it

...there has to be someone to help and that is mostly a family member who is working abroad to help here and then. Most people dont know about holidays worse to go travel. But what I see is that poor people mostly are more open minded and help out without questioning when needed

...plus lot next expenses, the gas cost around 12bz$ 6us$ a gallon, food is expensive too... a lentils cost 4 to 6 bz$! So there they need to have bigger kids to help them too for all the next kids they grow up, or for bigger stuff needed, like a car or a fridge...

So there has to be a wife to work for the next 4-500bz$ where is needed to provide for food and clothings for the family. And what shocks me is and I wonder, how ppl still can pay all their kids school fees and transporting. I hear the school fee is about 1000$ per child...

Most rent cost 300bz up, for a family bordhouse with 2 bedroom, some ppl can build up in their family yard, because land is hard to get and most ppl cannot afford it, when having kids to get there. Ok so 400bz, 200us$ is left to pay the bills and 2 weeks food...

1) For those who do not know about poverty let's get it clear one time what that means for most people here in Belize. I give you the example of a shopwoker who makes mostly 700bz$, 350US$ for the month, they get payed every 2 weeks...

I want a very honest and kindhearted partner who wants to understand and let me grow the way I need it. Like I am a highly sensitive person it is very difficult for me to go out in society. It's by far too much noise and vibes I cannot take. I wish to protect myself from that.

I wish I could sell my pain, I would just pack it up and ship it wherever if I could. I just get tired to experience more pain day by day with a life, I cannot life the way needed. I have my own home at least that. But I need a home where I can share and care,not to only get used

I wonder if there is a place for me where I could feel and call my home. I always have anyone a beautiful home and still no one appreciated me. I really hope that this is not my end to end up like garbage because others love money more than me or are simply too proud to regret...

2) ..what we don't experience ourselves. But that some people even think that I am a drug addict only because my ex dumped me here in Belize at my uncle, who was a bad man to get rid of me..he my uncle was loved here..ME THEY ALL HATE I AM NOT LIKE HIM BUT A HONEST ONE, they fear

1) Do I really have to take so much for the loss of my ex and my greedy Swiss people, who never supported me, and take poverty because no one here wants help me too? White man take hardcore survival for independence, to be abandoned for preparation. I know it's hard to understand

TRUTH: the baddest ones in town are the kings here and all the rest their slaves. Arabs slave all the rest here...those where their beaches are extra white and supperrich people can go and dissapear. But actually I only try to make a honest life. They hate they cannot slave me..

So someone from the Airport did thief my table and tent so I cannot go sell again. They all no want I exist but I know my ex won't thief me and is noone bad like they think, nor I am rich u dumb retards, some ppl are so damn hateful here!

That is so sad to see that people have not even money to buy a lil Christmas gift for their loved ones. I hope they buy my herbs after Christmas, but guess they all will be more than broke like this month is just hardcore for any honest hardworking belizean. I just hope I survive