(Temporary pin indefinitely) I’m back (kinda), but there’s always room to mature. Here’s another important doc. https://t.co/Jx8QNnscsb

#Chainsawman

#NUKEBAREM

I unfortunately had this death spoiled to me before but I would be lying if I said this shit doesn’t hurt. He (Denji) still had someone important he wanted to keep in his life, & now she’s gone. Now everything will go down the drain.

GO TO HELL, BAREM.

I genuinely said “Why the fuck are you HERE.” in frustration out loud WHY NOW

It just hurts to see, I feel so bad.

I’m tired.

#Chainsawman

This is exactly how some people feel when the bad habit overtakes them, they curse at themselves & think they cannot fight back against it, repeating the cycle again & again even if they know it hurts them. I would know when it comes to bad habits (2/2)

I remember some of my friends getting mad when this chapter dropped because they thought “Man, Denji is going back to square one” but honestly having so much luxury to read this from beginning to end instead of weekly or biweekly makes me appreciate this more. (1/2)

This kind of reminds me of that, but it also ties back to what Denji said exactly in Part 1 His constant want for this physical intimacy of course carried over to Part 2, unfortunately this is having a negative impact on him because he’s experiencing this desire while at a low.

“express strong emotions with an impressionistic style, and can be easily influenced by others.” (3/3)

“People with HPD have a high desire for attention, make loud and inappropriate appearances, exaggerate their behaviors and emotions, and crave stimulation. They very often exhibit pervasive and persistent sexually provocative behavior,” (2/3)

“Histrionic personality disorder (HPD) is a personality disorder characterized by a pattern of excessive attention-seeking behaviors, usually beginning in adolescence or early adulthood, including inappropriate seduction and an excessive desire for approval.” (1/3

Yeah unfortunately it’s back in full swing, choosing the “easy way” can only mean disastrous consequences will come.

Like I said, Part 2 feels like Denji’s relapse.

Sometimes someone just needs a simple trigger at their lowest to return to bad habits that were harmful to them. The stress along with a supposedly “easy” solution is bound to make some people turn back to those old bad habits.

He’s genuinely not coming out of this the same, too much has already happened. Normal life? That just seems like a long gone dream, the ship has sailed.

I feel for him man.

NOT THE DOUBLE NUT SHOT