this user's posts could change the world.

this is my favorite prayer in my prayer book.

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i resigned myself to my life being a tragedy at a young age. survival thing. yep its tragic. it is what it is. its hard to get out of that and live up to the potential of greatness which has fallen in my lap. i mean man. God has given me such great gifts. dont wanna squander em.

i hate all the big ideas. everyones got real big ideas. then the real big ideas, i mean the ones that actually should be attended to, they just go by the wayside. heres a big idea. stop hiding in ideas. cry. go beast mode. eat an apple. lay in bed and stare at the ceiling. pray.

anon online. pick you character. im jacob walker.

i lay in my bed a lot.

i feel like an annoyance often.

i dont know who i am to other people cause i got bout 10 different personalities. i dont know which ones pull more weight. they can be dead opposites of each other.

im too proud to show my stumblings even to myself. i must run away into the magical crystal ball maze of mirrors.

theres something else though. the addiction force. the run away. what is that? is that just part of pride or something else.

i think its all just a pride thing at the end of the day. it makes sense "Lord have mercy" is the prayer to repeat over and over. not that He doesnt grant the prayer the first time its spoken. but just as a reminder. no pride, i need mercy. what if every man had no pride?

peeps in the big city often dont say good morning back when i pass them on a walk. actually thats a lie. more do than dont. but a lot dont.

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A man sharing a pint with his young son or grandson. Dublin, 1950s.

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have you ever faced the devil in the eye? only to find its not a disguise. the truth is clear and the mountain is falling. a look in the mirror shows the devil is calling. ice mountain of doom. whats a man to do? if not by will how can a man be saved? weep, weep. amazing grace.

have you ever got this fuzzy feeling which fills up every pore? the world of evil fades from being and opens up a door. its not ecstatic or exciting, it doesnt last forever more. but something deep and disturbing flees and ends the war. peace has come to the least. amazing grace.

i was struggling getting the courage to attend a church. not having gone for 10 years other than christmas service with the fam and never gone alone. oct 2024 i asked for the intercession of saint patrick to give me the courage to attend his church. well it worked.

i can see myself doing hot sauce in the future. it was quite good. mayo and ketchup were just fine. i didnt hate em. but i didnt like em either. i liked the hersheys but i cant do that. its just wrong. heshey syrup should be squirted straight into the mouth.