Edward Cullen
@GaveInToTheRed
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Listening to the voices in my head. #ToWhateverEnd ||#RP #Twi #AU #HumanBloodDrinker||
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Joined April 2018
§ Edward Cullen. § Human Blood Drinker. § Mind Reader. § No Bella! § Very AU. § NSFW. § Storyline coming. §Followers very welcome. " I gave in to the real purpose of being a vampire."
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Slow solo introduction posted. There won't be any Bella, don't try "to save" me. I won't set a foot in Forks, so don't think you can bring me there. There will be blood, anger, hater. I will follow the red path of blood and enjoy it.
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«I wasn’t ready, I didn’t want it. Either they would have to accept me with the shade of red or they won’t have to support me at all. #IntroductionDone
#ADeeperShadeOfRed
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«met after a while, Jasper having the hardest time to dealt with the diet Alice has decided for him. That was what I didn’t want, I didn’t want anyone to think or decide for me. I will learn to reconnect with Carlisle, learn to appreciate them but right now,»
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«I had a soul, if what Carlisle believed to be true, if I was still the young man I was before he bit me, all that was gone now. Red, everything was better in red. I heard the Cullen has expended, joined by two other vampires, Alice and Jasper, which I have»
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«humans and really quench the thirst. The ache in my throat barely there. I felt renewed. One murderer at a time, I took them down, listened to the thoughts, tracked them, hunted them like the predator that I am and I fed, I drank, I quenched my thirst. If»
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«Sahara desert who received his first sip of water. Idespited Carlisle at that time, hated him, only because he prevented me to really embrace the good things in being a vampire. The ability to get rid of potential murderers, the possibility to feed from»
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«could act on their thoughts. I started with one, trying to control my hunger but the moment the human blood spilled in my mouth,downed my throat, it was like an addicted getting his dose after a long period of abstinence, like a man lost in the scorching»
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«putting all the childish thoughts, scanning through them all and that’s how it started, that’s how I found them. The dark thoughts, I just knew, if i was about to feed from humans, it was them, the ones that deserved it. I would feed on them before they»
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«completely, the itch in my throat was always there, the ache and burn right there. Carlisle really tried to stop me from leaving, to stay with them and keep the same diet. But that was not enough. Never enough. I listened to the voices, I filtered them,»
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«phase, I was alone, long nights, lost in my own brain. That’s when I decided to leave, live on my own, wandering around the world. My eternity changed when I took that decision. I didn’t want to feed on animals anymore, the thirst was never really quenched»
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«surely what’s the closest to a vampire having a soul. I tried not to dwell on my thinking, on my thoughts but it was too easy to lean into them. Nights were the hardest, my parental figure spending time together and Rosalie and Emmett on their “honeymoon”»
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«could be what the closest to the description of the venom going through your body. No, no one should go through that. As if it wasn’t enough with me, Carlisle kept “ saving” people, Esme, Rosalie and Emmett. I don’t despite him for what he did, Carlisle is»
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«sake of my body, he sacrificed my soul. I never asked this and I would never give that kind of “gift” to anyone. The pain I went through, nothing, no one can compare it to, standing in a scorching fire, having it burning down your skin, muscles and bones»
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{I never wanted this life, who in their right state of mind would actually want this, dream this, desire this? Carlisle saved me, he gave his words to my dying mother and he held the promise, he did “save” me, if you can call that saving someone. For the»
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Some can't even been bothered reading it or they think they will change your mind.
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