"Even if everyone is doing the same things over and over, I believe, I hope in one thing." "That this is not a simple repetition, but a practice to become a better person." [ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴏʀ ᴏꜰ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ'ꜱ ᴘᴀᴛʀᴏɴ - ʜᴏᴅ ] Parody/RP account #PMRP #RPTWT #PMTWT

Oh hi hod oh hi .. hi oh shes waving oh hi hod hello hi

//realized I qrt’d the wrong flarkinthing goddamn it

…I’ll be okay, Mister Roland. Just… worried that Chesed might be mad at me, y’know? Hahaha… B-But… I’ll be okay. I wouldn’t want to worry you.

[ Her thoughts swarm like wasps in her head. She wants to scream and shout it all. Her frustrations. Her issues. But not to him. She didn’t have to burden him with her issues, right? ] [ …It didn’t feel good to lie to him. It felt awful. But old habits die hard, y’know. ]

Haa… Good morning, everyone! Let’s have a good day today.

[ In truth, she doesn’t feel like she deserves this. Not this coffee. Not this kindness. She’s thinking about it all, again. The circumstances that led to this very moment. The people she’s hurt. The pain she’s caused. ] [ … Silence stretching across the floor. ]

Ah, I.. see. Thank you, Roland. I’ll be sure to… give Chesed my thanks and.. apologies. [ Taking it, what else could she do? Not accept? Of course not. The mug is set down by her— she’s staring at the liquid for a bit… too long, actually. Lost in thought, perhaps. ]

Oh!— I’m so sorry, I didn’t… [ She was really looking forward to that too… ] I didn’t mean to ignore you two… I guess I’ve just been in my own little world, ehehehe…hehe… 💦

Ah— [ Breaking out of that mental funk, eyes meeting her assailant wielding a weapon of mass destruction: Paper. ] Oh— it’s you, Mister Roland. Do you need something from me?

[ …Silent. Too silent. She sits, staring at nothing. Lost in thought, perhaps? Most of the work is done for her floor, anyhow. ] [ Perhaps company would be nice. Regardless of the kind. ]

i ask not for acceptance, only forgiveness.

Ha… good morning. [A lot less enthusiastic, today…? ] Let’s do our best.

𝙏𝙀𝙈𝙋 𝙋𝙄𝙉. 📌

…Oh!

Binah

Yup. We all just have to look at our own agonies, and nothing else… [ PINNED. ]

everything comes so easy for you. i want to feel good about myself the way you do. and i don't know how.

i want to be everything to you... the best and the worst person you ever knew.

Good morning, everyone!!! Aha.. a bit energetic from me today, but I’m in a relatively good mood. Let’s have another good day today, alright? If anybody needs anything, come to me.

it was just an empty husk. not a drop of blood remained inside it ..