Even Grandpa with his utterly destroyed leg used to go back there to fish. Carrying tent and fish with 1.5 legs in the terrain. That was before all the ultra light and perfect rain gear stuff existed and hiking became normie. I think I need to do better with my own "escape".

It just makes sense I love all this stuff. We just lived in the forest. By the rivers and mountains. Made crafts. Traded. Tried to defy authority and remain just a tiny a bit savage for a while longer. I have such a strong longing for the old life many days. We left something.

The last runes, Dalrunor were in use 1500-1900. The iron in the tools the Elfdalians used to carve was to a huge % made by my paternal lineage for centuries. My nearby ancestral village had their own runes. I've even seen "our" rune calendar from 1680 next to the blast furnace.

Lamps are a super complicated topic. People take it far too simplistically.

Odin stares into the realm of death, And Mimer stares back! Hell Oden! Hell Mimer! pq

Always fantastic.

Racism is simply extended immune system. Stay away sickly swarthy.

Inflation + interest is the mass scam of our time. It's criminal and oppressive.

Non-white so called "autists" are overrepresented on the left peak of the bimodal distribution. The Nordic autistic male sits on the right peak. He has focus and original thought, less affected by others opinions. The Nordic genius Savage is autistic.

The autistic brain and cognitive traits represent "exaggerated" male traits such as less care for peer pressure and hyperfocus. Autism is more common among males. Male autists are also slightly larger than non autist males.

Autists have bimodal IQ distribution and the upper end is "underdiagnosed" (high functioning). Ingenuity is far more common among autists. Autists DON'T have lower empathy. But they have lower care for emotional exchange. Male autists have higher testosterone as fetuses.

We hade one day with a couple of hours of visible sun (through clouds) in 10 days. Otherwise it's been invisible. Daily rain, wind and dark. I'm constantly soaked and wading through mud and fallen leaves. Even the mushrooms sleep. The season of death feels oddly alive. More real.

I thought I wanted to live with a woman but I realized I just wanted approval, that I COULD do it (again) and to know I was good enough. And some primal desire. But in reality I never wanted to live with anyone. Humans are best at distance or on occasion. This, alone, is perfect.

Maybe the degeneration of man, drugs, alcohol, war and other man made perils were deliberate attempts to ease the pain of having it too easy in nature by being too strong, too smart (ancient Neanderthal). Maybe tech emerged to try to dumb ourselves down. Back to happy innocence.

I was suddenly following 4 crypto bots?? I had never seen those accounts before. Spooky october 🎃

Just because I strongly disagree with you it does not mean I do not have your best in mind. For example; dear Christians... I think you are decieved. I *hate* your retarded illness. That does not mean I hate you. That would instead depend on who *you* are.

What came first, chronology or everything?

(Not because I don't read, I just typically order books online/get them as gifts etc.)

@Valhrolf @HeroUrsula 😉

I was in a physical bookstore first time in... Don't even know. I think I'll just quit the rest of life and move in there instead. If there was just enough time to read everything. That would be ok.