Ngl I want my nipples pierced.

Sometimes I question why I don't get help and recover. I don't believe in a God or an afterlife. I think this is our one life yet I don't live it. There's so much beauty in the world, in who I am as a person and what I can do but I choose to focus on something so unachievable.

I'm so glad summer is over.

RT @internetlamb:

ABC Diet week one finished 🙏🏻✅🥸

I only dropped .2 last night even tho my omad was 150 calories so I hope I drop bigger tonight 🤧🤧🤧had 300 calories so still low.

Found 0% strawberry Greek yoghurt 🙏🏻 I'm so excited to try.

Ima go to aldi to see if theirs low Cal ice cream I can have tomorrow.

Binge urges gone

I get to eat 500 cals on Tuesday I can't wait.

I CANT SEE THINSPO ANYMORE?

I take it back😓 weighed myself and I'm at the lowest I've been in a long time and for some reason its making my head try to justify eating.

So close to my gw.

In such a weird place rn like I keep thinking of food, looking in the fridge 24/7 but I've been able to resist it and stay very low Cal for awhile now. Even with how much chocolate, crisps etc r in the fridge rn.

Being able to fight binge urges feels so powerful.

Removing to move from the coach so I don't look in the fridge and binge.

I think I'm finally done with cutting?? I'm at the point now where I don't think about it as often and part of me wants my scars fade so I can wear tights with skirts and not have to worry about everyone just seeing red lines. Maybe I'm just being delusional rn.

RT @satorexic: when my favourite character in the ao3 fic has an eating disorder and cuts themselves

So hungry but I need to keep losing for college.

Anyone have 100 calorie OMAD inspo??