"The worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling" 🖊️Eva Cruz's Diary Entries 🖊️#DarkTriggerThemes 🖊️Part of @OrigKingOfVegas SLs 🖊️Fake (Parody)

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wrote a note for Ryker, I will be putting it in the back of this diary so if anything happened to me Ryker will know the truth.. This might be my last entry if so please let my kids know I love them more than anything in this world.. -Eva Cruz

mouth to my ear. He whispered that I better say my good-byes to the kids that I wouldn't be seeing them after tonight and that Ryker wouldn't be able to stop him. He pushed me back and walked out of the house, I hurried up the stairs. After I kissed both the kids good night I

bed as I cleaned up the kitchen, Ryker went to his room, Jack was in the living room watching tv. When I was done I turned and saw Jack standing in the kitchen door, he had a smirk on his face, I took a step back which made him smirk bigger. He grabbed me by the hair bringing his

them, she put one hand on her father's chest and her other hand on her brother's. They both looked down at her, she whispered that she didn't like them fighting, a small thirteen year old girl got them to step back and walk away without a beat down. I made her go get ready for

wanting to get between them. Ryker stood taller than Jack and he was more muscular, if shit went down it would be Ryker on top but I didn't trust Jack not to have a knife somewhere. Brooklyn looked back and forth from her father to her brother. She got up and stepped between

knew Ry had plans to leave Vegas with Dom but he was trying to make plans for Brooklyn and I to also leave. He didn't understand I couldn't leave Jack, he would just find me and things would be worse, he might hurt Brooklyn. I had to protect my babies, I stood in the corner not

come home until around dinner time. The beatings weren't as bad, I think that scared me more than anything else. Tonight Jack and Ryker got into an argument after dinner, Jack wanted Ryker to have more to do with El Familia and Ryker didn't want anything to do with the gang. I

the way he acted towards me had me so concerned. The evil look in his eyes said he was planning to make good on his threats. I didn't want to worry Ryker so I didn't tell him my worries, I acted like everything was normal. Jack would leave before Ryker did for school, he wouldn't

Jack knew we set it up so one of my cousins would take Elijah when he was born that way Ryker could keep tabs on him. I know it was killing Ryker to walk away from his son but it was the right thing to do. I felt like something was going to happen, the comments Jack made to me or

Ryker, Harley and I talked about what was best for the baby. Did they really want Jack to be around the baby, even tho Jack said he didn't want anything to do with the brat when he was born. Ryker and I knew that he would probably use him against Ryker any chance he got. Without

#TriggerWarning #Abuse Eva Cruz Diary Entry #9 Dear Diary, I keep letting too much time past between my entries but life doesn't stop for me to write. Ryker had a son, they named him Elijah, he looked so much like Ryker did as a baby. I got to hold him once but that was all,

after that, just waking up with a bad headache and Ryker laying next to me. Now we had to figure out what the next step was for Ryker and Harley's baby issue... -Eva Cruz

place. Ryker started to scream in Jack's face about never fucking touching me again or he would die. I touched Ry's arm to get his attention, he turned to look at me and Jack pushed him off knocking me out of the way, my head hit the corner of the stove. I don't remember anything

Jack's arm which was stupid he spun around and grabbed me by the throat and slamming me against the wall hard, I cried out in pain. Ryker was quickly up off the floor and grabbing Jack to pull him off of me. He slammed him through the table sending the food flying all over the

dinner, the phone rang before I could get it Jack did. As soon as he dropped the phone he walked up to Ryker and back slapped him knocking him out of the chair than got down in his face screaming at him for being so fucking stupid. I made Brooklyn leave the kitchen and grabbed

but I told him time and time again about making sure he practiced safe sex, who knows what he could have caught. I lectured him for a few hours, then told him that we would deal with it together but I didn't want Jack to know about this. I told him to go get his sister and we ate

He whispered the words I didn't want to hear from my seventeen year old son. "Mom I got a girl pregnant" before I could even think I swung my hand out and slapped him right in back of the head making his head to go forward. He looked at me like I lost my mind, I've never hit him

what had happened, the first words he said was I was going to be so disappointed in him. I felt my stomach drop he didn't have to tell me my mother's instinct told me what it was. I sat down in the chair across from him telling him he couldn't ever be a disappointment to me.

and dinner was done Ryker came home I knew immediately that something was wrong as soon as I saw his face. He sat down in the chair, he kept his down and wouldn't look at me, I walked over to him placing my hand under his chin lifting it and making him look at me. I asked him