Rebecca Black-Finau Sister to @AlphaJakeTFIB and #Rachel Imprinted on by @ProtectsBecca Daughter of #Billy and Sara Black My Daughter @blacknattitude Member/Co-Owner of @TFIBRPG_ Must be 18+Only to apply

#MerryXmas To everyone who celebrates. Enjoy be blessed and safe!

Heading back to my house i start looking for smaller houses to live in since this one is too big and since I haven't heard from @ProtectsBecca in a while it'll give me something positive to think about

Do you remember when you joined Twitter? I do! #MyTwitterAnniversary

I walk to my car and get in crying, it's a lot to take in and it's not going to get better. @ProtectsBecca probably going to think that I did something wrong. I really think I need to need and I know it will hurt Embry and Jasmine but their better without me

Still waiting outside in the waiting room with @ProtectsBecca .I was scared to go in and see @blacknattitude before and after the surgery. If that makes me a bad a parent I'm everyone's eyes so be it. "I'm selling my house and getting something smaller " I said to Embry

to myself.

Sitting outside in the waiting room while @ProtectsBecca helps his daughter and @uley_lyam be there for @blacknattitude. I've been the kind of mother that took all the hits for her daughter, I was there for her. Now it's Lyam turn to do that while Embry be there. I sigh thinking-

anyway. If your here to make sure I'm still going to the hospital. I am don't worry about it." I was still mad and him for bringing them over here and I wasn't hiding it either.

I wake up the next morning still in my bed, I get out of it and head to take a shower before I had to be at the hospital for @blacknattitude surgery. Once my morning routine is taken care of, I head downstairs where I see @ProtectsBecca here. "Well, I guess you stayed the night-

#TFIB Please welcome back @Rachsprotector my soon to be brother in law. Welcome home Paul

< upset, I let @ProtectsBecca in and I don't say a word but my face says everything I'm thinking and I walk back to the kitchen to continue to sweep the glass up hoping that I got most of it up as Embry follows me there.

< on cutting myself. I go towards the closet to grab the broom and hear someone knocking at my door. I wasn't expecting anyone to follow me home. I head to the door and see it's @ProtectsBecca and I'm not ready for company. Still feeling embarrassed and >

< everything I could do. While picking up the glass I accidentally cut myself, I watch the blood drip from my fingers to the ground. Lucky for me I'm used to seeing it especially if #Solomon was really angry and when I was asked about the cuts, I just put it >

The glass table I broke was in pieces on the floor after I hit it hard. I grab a plastic trash bag and start putting the bigger pieces in there. I was still upset with @blacknattitude towards me, the person whose been there for her the one that tried to do >

We all will have. This will be good having everyone together to enjoy it. I hope everything goes well tonight. I watch the sun fade as I call @SexybetaLeLe to see if she and @Lunasprotector was still coming.

Tonight was the night of @blacknattitude birthday party and the way it was going to be done was by bonfire with Dad and Sue telling stories. It's going to be fun. @BetaEmbryCall was happy to do this even after I told him the big news. I'll handle bringing the drinks and food

Rebecca Black-Finau Sister to @AlphaJakeTFIB and #Rachel Imprinted on by @BetaEmbryCall Daughter of #Billy and Sara Black My Daughter @blacknattitude Member/Co-Owner of @TFIBRPG_ Must be 18+Only to apply

myself down from keeping a secret that shouldn't be a secret. I've hurt @BetaEmbryCall and I now I got to think of how @blacknattitude will take it.-

"We have to get through this @BetaEmbrycall, if we don't things would be weirder for us than it was before . If you still want to eat the food is on the stove. I'll be back" -goes to the bathroom and closes the door and staring at myself in the mirror for a moment to calm -