Well..
When you laugh,but there isn’t any joy..
When you want to cry,but there comes no tears..
When you want to live,but you can’t find any reason to..
😔 ..that’s what depression is..
I understand every person suffering it,and I’ll never judge anyone for complaining about it..
@kayteterry
Funny story. This was the building where porn was made when I found out my ex boyfriend was cheating on me. I lived in the Bay Area at the time. He was secretly doing scenes here daily. Hundreds of them. I was beyond devastated when I found the website. What a sick evil place.
I’ve been deathly 💀 ill. Struggling w/ all kinds of problems. Emotional stress. I think my body is healing❤️🩹. My only hope now is I could be an example & help someone, guided, taught, brought to the light. I’m fighting my own battles but trying to stay strong & sane thru it all.
“We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop”
#motherteresa
May the presence of Jesus transform our generosity
#advent
I work with a guy who told me the girl he loved was a prostitute. And it really messed him up. Moral of the story, you never know what others are going through. Lord knows I have seen it all. I’m tired of dealing withPTSD. I want happiness peace is that too much to ask for? 🤷♀️
Basically I’m just feeling done ✔️ I’ve seen way too much and my trust in people has been ruined. I just keep praying God is still able to use such a damaged object for some kind of good. Because wow. Sad as fuck, not even funny.
So upset 😭 I could cry. The bad vibes all around me. Hatred and chaos. It’s being forced upon me and I don’t like it at all. Why do I feel I can’t escape the madness? I’m being so strong.
Moon in Scorpio is drawn to the darker, underbelly of life. It is not that they stalk crisis, but they certainly don't run from it. Since we dream of what we are not facing, Moon in Scorpio can have dreams that revolve around the integration of various aspects of the psyche.
Ppl that are too nice get beat down. I’m tired of worrying about things that are out of my control. I just don’t give a shit anymore. About anything. I have a legal fucking car now. Not walking breaking my back and dying of overheating 24/7
I don’t have nothing for nobody
You would never know I used to have a bat winged demon vampire skull across my chest. I got it lasered off.
It was very expensive. Don’t make poor decisions.
Have a blissful night all. Magical times we’re living in. Strange. I’m going to be spending a lot of time alone. Introspection. Dark night of the soul here. Going and looking within. A ghost dancing blind 🖤
On the bright side. I’ve had the most eye opening, mind bending, spiritual awakening, enlightening journey. Agonizing. But necessary for clearer vision.