🎀 In Jan 2020, I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. Which was highly aggressive & tough cancer to beat. But thankfully, I was able to beat it! I still need more surgery but need help paying off the double masectomy/reconstruction. 🎀
#breastcancer
@JeffreeStar
Instead of money, i was wondering if there was a chance for a retweet/share instead. Currently going through chemo and now with everything going on and lack of work hours, its tough. A share is just as powerful.
#jeffreestarapproved
As of right now I AM CANCER FREE & its removed! Waiting on results to see if theres more cancer left in my lymph nodes, takes a week. At the moment I am in a lot of pain and will be focusing on recovering for the next week before doing anything. I love you all to bits. I did it!
As many of you know, I found out this year that I have cancer. Unfortunately its Invasive Ductal Carcinoma: stage 3, grade 3, and Her2 positive. Its an extremely aggressive & tough cancer and treatment will be rough. So any help/share is appreciated.
Just saw my doctor & pathology report: THE CANCER & TUMOR WAS REMOVED AND MY LYMPH NODES ARE CANCER FREE! I still do treatments for a year to fight it from coming back & reconstructive surgeries. Also this means no radiation now! ♡ I BEAT CANCER ON 08/03/20! 😭💕
#fuckcancer
Today I finally finished chemotherapy after 6 months and got to ring the bell! One step down, more to go! But im happy to have this part over. Thank you for all the long and support! You all made me strong. I still have a very long journey and fight, but im going to kick ass!
I never asked for help before and I feel bad that im at this point. I can’t afford to take this hit from the surgery medical expenses both mentally and financially. I’m at my wits end and the surgery A share/read would mean the world to me. Thank you
If I couldnt control cancer, I was at least going to control when and how I lost my hair. Definitely weird not having long hair but it will grow back once my fight is over. Im gonna try my best and be strong ♡ ;w; Went out today in public. Im gonna try and own this look.
Thighs! I find a lot of cute outfits but they always ending up being to short in the back. Dont worry UwU I made sure you cant see the 🍑 Happy to see others thighs today!
I might lose some followers this month due to talking about breast cancer awareness, so I understand if you need to mute me. But its something that is personally important to me and I hope you all understand.
@pulte
You dont have to give money but a simple share would really help. I was diagnosed with cancer and live alone in tx. Im not able to work much due to chemo/sickness. Its hard to pay bills and medical needs. A share or anything helps
Well since my discord in NSFW has seen my full maid outfit due to a um photo war... I'll post it here only if this gets 20 likes AND 20 retweets and I'll post the full maid outfit. ENJOY SOME THIGHS! ♡ IMMA GO HIDE NOW ♡
Im the best date and I can inhale a grand canyon full of mucus.
Been looking through clips and it makes me miss old times. Take me back to these times before I had all these health issues. I miss the laughs and being full of energy.
Yesterday I finished my last treatment!!! Its been a crazy/exhausting year fighting cancer but we did it! Thank you to those who stayed by my side and supported me. Now to move forward and start the recovery road! It only goes up from here ♡ to the moon we go!!! 🚀🌕
Ive been sobbing and being a hot emotional mess. I dont know who sent this but I hope you see this. Thank you so much, I don't know how to express how thankful and grateful I am. I am in total shock... people are ao nice and generous. My community is the best family ;w;
You ever get to that point of sick where you feel vulnerable and emotional? Where all you want is to be comforted, hugged, get forehead kisses, head rubs and take a nap in someones arms? Big mood.
Hello everyone, I kinda wanted to give an updated on whats been going on with my health. Went for my mammogram/ultra sound yesterday and it didnt really good good. The faces on the doctor and scanners said enough to me. Its looking like a high chance of cancer. (1/2)
If you guys missed it
@HaWXx_Is_Rippin
and I finally got married!!! It was so beautiful <3 im happy I got to finally marry the man I love. I will never ever ever ever leave him. If ANYONE tries to steal him away... ill destroy you. uwu
I have surgery tomorrow and it will be my last one for about 3 months! Ill be able to start streaming again finally! Im so excited to be able to do more stuff!
My uncle close to me who has been dealing with cancer died this morning... we were suppose to see each other this year. He kept cancer a secret until he found out about mine and we were doing this together. I was suppose to see him in a few months.
✨ Me? SUS? The imposter? Never~ ✨
Wanted to try and make myself feel pretty today. First selfie since my double mastectomy. Still trying to get comfy in my own skin again. Have a good day today and stay hydrated ♡
I dont understand how many times I have to say this to people
👏 Hawx 👏 and 👏 I 👏 are👏 only 👏 RP 👏 it 👏 is👏 not 👏 real👏
Stop bothering me and my mods/friends. Im single and anything thats seen is rp and jokes. Some of yall need to chill.
Im extremely emotional and have to adjust to everything physically, mentally and emotionally. I still have more surgeries ahead of me and a long fight, but I finally did another big step! Please give me your strength a little longer.
Since I will be getting into vrchat again slowly, anyone down to try and hang sometime? I need to make some friends again and not be so nervous anymore. I just wanna laugh and have fun. My goals is to find more good people to surround myself with this year who are also patient.
Im slowly coming back eventually this month. Ill make an announcement when im ready. Im trying to take things extremely slow instead of overwhelming myself all at once. Im still recovering from surgery and its slowed a lot of things down. But thank you for being patient.
I always see people complaining about the "vrchat community " but ive never really had issues. Maybe youre just surrounding yourself with the wrong people. Theres bad eggs in any game community but it doesnt mean the community in whole is shitty.
My little sister is still nervous to aak people to play with her, so she sent me a picture showing me what she does for support when shes alone. Im dying
Never forget to smile ♡
Also never lose It.
Im so happy right that I got to meet so many of my friends at this meet up. Havent felt this happy in a while. I dont want this week to end. I love them so much.
Was told my cancer is aggressive and that its harder to beat and that survival rate is low. Chemo and I are going to be best friends for 4-6 months? Maybe more just depending on the stage. Looks like I will be needing a mastectomy with axillary dissection on top of the chemo.
Really happy about my new version of my oc. Ever since I put a dildo on my forehead to be a unicorn, I wanted to do a race change. Mixing my elf and unicorn together is great 🥺 💕 I cant wait to get different outfits for her. I hope you guys like her too.
Im alive and waking up to not seeing any msgs, kind words or anything from those close besides 1 person, hurts. Thank you to those who did say something or messaged me.. maybe it's the meds, im going back to bed. This has me fully realizing things I wished it didnt.
Tomorrow I will be streaming my mom shaving my hair and me shaving hers. I wanted to share my journey in hopes of maybe helping others and try to make this positive. I will start of with cutting it little by little, doing fun cuts and then the final cut.
@pulte
Even if I dont get randomly picked, a share means just as much from anyone ♡ Good luck to everyone and thank you for the opportunity.
Have a great day everyone!
One version of my elf done by an amazing artist
@weeniedesu
♡ Im really super happy with everything! I cant wait to see my adventure version of her. Go give love to the artist ♡
Someone just donated 15k for my medical debt I have and I dont know if its real or a scam. If this is a scam and they do a charge back, its the most cruelest thing someone has ever done. I wanna throw up.
As a thank you ;w; I want to try and draw someones oc~ Maybe a emote or icon? Feel free to post your oc down below! Remember, im not the best artist but I promise I will try my very best and put my heart into it. Must be a follower ;w; this is a thank you to you all.
I want to find more people to hang out with that I click well with. I wanna play games together, sit in voice chat, relax together and watch things together. But its been hard lately and im terrible with messages. Especially with everything going on.
I know this may get annoying but I truly and thankful for everyone. Ive had constant health issues for almost 2 years now and so many of you have been so kind to me and havent given up on me... i dont deserve amazing people like you all. Thank you...
I need to actually try and get back into taking photos again. I also need to work on not having filters blocking my face but I fricken hate seeing my face. I'll get comfortable again one day. When that day comes it will be 🔥
HAPPY THOTSGIVING 💦🦃🍴👅 TURKEY ISNT THE ONLY THING GETTING STUFFED 👌👈👅😩 UR ALL MY FAVORITE HOES 👯♀️🍑💦💕 IM SO THANKFUL 2 HAVE A NASTY GOBBLERS LIKE U IN MY LIFE 🍆💦🍂 BE A NASTY PILGRIM AND GIVE ME SOME GRAVY 💦💦😩😏
Just wanted to say, thank you to everyone who has shared, streamed or donated for me. My family and I are completely shocked and touched. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! Ill post about it every now and then over the next year and half. But thank you all again.
Is it weird that I want to do collabs with people who actually want to be my friend and not just do it to get more views from me? I want the genuine fun chemistry feeling.. its so hard to tell what peoples intentions are. I care more about finding that bond than more views.
Just because you didn't experience it with the person, doesn't mean they aren't capable of it. There are a lot of people with huge followings that have done things that most don't know. Be mindful is all I have to say. Not everyone is who you think they are.
Heading to the hospital to get surgery~! I'm really nervous to be honest;; But, I am excited to get this over with. Thank you for everyone who has stayed by me up until now. Thank you all for the support and giving me strength~! Love you and ill see you all soon.
I actually feel good. I was super scared at first but im honestly happy that I did it this way. I had my mom here and everyone there so I wasnt alone. I didnt cry and my mom and I look bad ass! Thank you guys ;w; you all helped so much! Everything is going to be okay ♡
Happy Valentines Day Everyone~ ♡
You are loved today and every other day. Regardless if you are single or taken, make the best out of today.
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Due to some events last night, I will be heavily monitored and watched for a bit. If you are ever suicidal, please reach out to someone/get help. Dont let others get to you and try to stay strong. I have someone flying in tomorrow and im being monitored today. cont.
Honestly, I stressed so much about vrchat because I knew I couldn't be my usual self "aka hyper/yandere" but I could at least sit on my bean bag and do just chatting in vr. Would that be okay with you guys? I miss vr a lot but I have no energy to be wild.