Today was filled with walks, sitting in the shade watching the world go by, squirrels, ice cream, shouting at people, and Burger King . Making the very most of whatever time Pinta has left. I think she's had a boss day. And she did actually eat most of her Burger King 😅

That is one soggy wee bumble!!

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My heart is breaking & fucking tired 😭.

Sorry I have been quiet. This week has been hell. Hester has been very poorly with haemorrhagic gastro enteritis. Pinta has had some good from her heart meds, but mostly refusing to eat. I'm in my "Spontaneously crying in public & cooking food to keep her alive" stage 😭.

Bees hiding from the rain this evening

Come on lads, there's a queue!!

The girls had a rubbish day out today, but were very well looked after by all my work friends. Pinta had a check on her crazy heart. Hester was v brave & had an anti-nausea injection ❤️ Both eaten well since we got home 🤞🤞

Dramatic big dog is now pissed that dramatic little dog has stolen some of the drama from her 🙄

Just because things can't get any worse right now. Hester has horrific diarrhoea and looks terrible. What is happening?! 😭 I really hope this is "just" from the heat and everyone has taken a battering. I've never seen her ill before 💔.

Watching the latest series of "You".I'm in a "Ben is Glory??" situation again 😂.

How could I not be sad about losing this delightful creature? The love of my life 💗

0 Days without crying 😭

I'm so sad 😭.I know the news about Pinta is new. And this weekend has been awful with the heat. But I'm so fucking down. The, quite literal, Black Dog is hitting me very hard. I don't even know what to do/how to be ok. Preparing for the inevitable sucks 😭.

Mon the Biff! 🤘.Been a few years since I saw them at TRNSMT. First post-lockdown gig. Was fucking magical.

This was 3 weeks ago. And now she is having collapse episodes after v short, flat, stress-free walks 😭

To say I've been stressed this week is an understatement. I may also be severely dehydrated from crying. My sweet girl got diagnosed with AFib. She's an old lady, so no referral/invasive tx. Trialling meds in the hope it makes her more comfortable. My Pinta 💔

Thinking of trying out a new bit of Scotland for next summer's holiday. Yes, I know I only just got back. But it's been almost a week so shush!.Argyll & Bute is calling to me. Any advice/recommendations/good dog beaches/fossils??.@wildaboutargyll 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

I love that bees will fall asleep in my garden 🥰

Because it was a really bad day. I know I'm v good at masking things, but fuck me. Also comments about pain & fatigue not affecting me daily. Fucking kidding me?! .Urgh! I can't be arsed putting an appeal in. I just don't think I have the energy. But, fuck me 😮‍💨.

Received my PIP renewal. Still just get the basic Daily Living. I am super relieved to still get that. But my god, some of the comments and "observations". Esp from a phone consultation - no audible evidence of fatigue or pain?? I was lying in the dark with an eye mask on. .