I wonder where would I arrive at if I just walked forward in a random direction.

Hokey pokey

What do you want to know?.

empty.

maybe I’ll try to draw something today,.i want to eat sweets and cry.

I made a plant hanger thing. Never stop picking up cool sticks, ya’ll

eleanor lives forever.

Pinguicula planifolia seedlings

get it together.

ough i got a cold.

i mopped the floor today and shoved all the mess in my closet.

i found an unmarked cd in the e-waste pile a while ago;.finally tried playing it today, and got hit with eleanor rigby at 2 am while sitting in a mess of wires feeling like a depressed gremlin to begin with.

why do i keep embarrassing myself in front of cool people.

i have to start applying to gradschool now, but I’m really not put together enough .I’ll do all the housework and assignment I’ve been putting off doing and then I should probably start thinking about how to pull myself together.

get it together.

ARHG WHY DID I DO THAT.

i wanted to make an ep for eleanor's birthday but it got a bit too real and th e project just kept growing and i dont think it's possible for me to finish in time.

I Waw nt to make pretty things.

downe d half a bolttoe of saker hopfully i don.

im tired….I have another exam….

a women at the bus stop spat at passing cars: that she was never insane - that we’re all accomplices; that things the doctors claimed inside her head were our friends - as we’re all crazy wether we knew it or not. I had classes, so I couldn’t stay to listen, but part of me did.

In the past year I made an ep, built another synth, started trying to draw comics, and taught myself a bit of game dev; but all the while I was a crumbling mess on the verge of a meltdown, yet i feel like i haven’t improved that much as a person, and I’m really tired to the bones.