If we can get my twitch to 130 followers I will make a full video on how I got in the bedrock and java comm and how I got to the point of where I am right now.Regarding that I have 2 other videos to make I will do this and if we get to 135 I'll do another star stream marathon GL.

THE STAR STREAM MARATHON BEGINS.

Tomorrow is the biggest stream I've ever done .The CarterFroubery Star Stream MARATHON .I'll be playing a variety of things from.MM to awwj to MCCI And my first ever Cosmo roster event .I really hope y'all show up I'll. Be live for a Very LONG time so feel free to come say hi :D

That's all though I'll talk more on stream during my event marathon this Saturday if you want more info y'all can talk to me in dms I might talk but that's all 5/5.

It's never been fun for me ever since mid 2024 and I feel like I shouldve expressed myself and I'm gonna work on that in the next couple events and weeks I want to be more of a friend than just a meme and just a punching bag.And leave 2023-early-mid 2024 me in the past 4/5?.

And during my previous stream I thought to myself I feel like I'm more of a manipulative crashout meme to some people then just a friend.I'm very easily annoyed cuz of personal irl and that's why I react the way I do when ppl ragebait me Ive always had negative thoughts 3/4.

I especially HATE 2023 me yeah I won a lot of events BUT I hated how much I crashed out and was so much of just an annoying squeaker that year was me farming clips it made me think more of myself as a meme than just a friend 2/4.

Ok just gonna say something personal and just be straight forward from this moment on I am going to try my absolute hardest to be a better Friend and such for instance in events I've always hated the fact that I'm most of the time I'm just an annoying person to team with 1/4.

This Saturday I'll be playing in 2 events so it's gonna be a long ass stream.I'll b vplaying in my first ever ROSTER Cosmo championship with zolvd mrsmilysplash and orange364 at 1PM EST and then RIGHT after I'll be playing on Minecraft Madness with Honkawinos and Neso at 3pm EST

Back to back we win these

Cool ig watch me in this.

QKT PRIDE.

Live today at 11 AM Est for Qkt Pride.

For anybody wondering why I haven't had twitch affiliate activated yet is cuz Idk the process and a part of me just doesn't feel like I'm up for it or deserve to have this type of privilege yet so just feel like ass rn.

I'll be returning to crown championship for round 2 on Saturday July 5th at 3pm EST with Cbop and GamingSuit so I'll see y'all there if but if y'all want to understand where I'm coming from ready most recent post

So to sum it all up I'm just a lil upset with myself and also just in general so theres that I'm kinda stuck in a situation where I might not be able to be online as much as used to be cuz of personal irl shit.So I'm a lil sad and just feel imprisoned.

On top of all that I don't have much time until qkt cuz it's this upcoming Saturday idek what to do atp I'm hoping we can pull the sun off but who knows tbh I def wanna meet more ppl in Cosmo that I've never teamed with too so if I get into roster that would be cool.

For starters I feel like I let my team down in a lot of ways considering I got 34th I def could've played better considering in tests and in Cosmo public 1 I did way better I'm just not happy with myself at all and it makes me more nervous for more events in the future.

So Cosmo Pride 25 was super fun.I got a say though I'm not all that happy tbh.I'm glad I got the chance to play again @OrnateLeopard75 thx for giving me that chance I hope I get into roster.Anyways time for a lil rant.

COSMO PRIDE.ill be live shortly give me like 5 mins and ill be ready.