New intro to match layout :p B, Belle, Beta ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ • ortho • stoner and metal head • 18 y/o ! • she/her I ♡ my cat, horror movies, philosophy, and I hate myself aahah 🤓ehe follow me pls im so cool #promotwt #edtwt #shedtwt #988twt #orthotwt #shtwt

Dinner plan, too lazy to go out to dinning hall

Slept all day. No gym or studying wow I’m useless

Just woke up I’m so fucking lazy

The food noise makes its way into my dreams.

Oh so I’m huge actually !!

how it feels to binge after restricting knowing damn well I'm just perpetuating the cycle

Going to sleep not hungry makes me feel worthless

its so simple just dont eat

ur lack of discipline is why you’re fat

Losing and gaining the same 5lbs since 2023 …

Should I ..

Fuck I want to cut

I want to cut so bad but I’m seeing bf tonight :/

I’m fucking huge and everything is my fault

How it feels to restrict after a binge knowing damn well I’m just perpetuating the cycle

The binge voices are so loud they practically live in my head atp

Shooting myself in so far

Bought lots of dried fruit to replace my urge to eat gummies, it’s natures candy

I’m so fucking fat

I hate myself