Call me Bunny!
21 , Boygirl , All prns + It/its
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Studying Diploma in 2D animation
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Draw in many styles,
create whatever I feel like!
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PG-13 at times ? SFW
With constant thoughts everyone secretly hates me due to BPD, reminding myself Iโm not special and no oneโs even thinking about me has helped me a lot
โNo one caresโ being flipped around to remind myself no one cares about every little mistake I make, no oneโs even watching bro
I need people to understand scary is not the same as phobia
Maybe Iโm just speaking for me, but it is a deep animalistic fear, itโs freezing up, itโs overwhelming
I know what scary/fear is, and I can get thoroughly scared but still have fun.
Phobia is different
/ serious topics ahead
It's BPD awareness month and I have BPD.
So I made this.
It's VERY disorganized, I feel I have so much to say but don't even know where to begin or how to say it.
But still nonetheless I hope my feelings make sense
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Absolute peak of autistic miscommunication
Teacher was speaking to me canโt remember about what, and a kid behind me was saying something to me, I turned around to him and put my fingers in my ear to signal โnot listening to you!โ
Oh my god the way the teacher-
Ok here is my best attempt at an explanation for those who asked,
Please be respectful and know I am respectful to everyones right to their choices and beliefs,
these are MINE and I never use them against ppl harmlessly practicing their own beliefs
i mean everything is true including the outfit, it IS a true sona
Identity is hard with osdd bpd and whatever. I dont recognise myself in the mirror at times but i realised.
i actually just.. dont really have a view of myself in my head at all??
Floating conscious in a meat suit
i think something cute i've noticed about furries is that depending on your fursona species/what animal you draw often, you attract other people with sonas of that species. happy to say i have a collection of sneps watching me at all times
Started screaming at me, how dare I.. so rude to her..
I really really liked that teacher it straight up broke my heart ๐ญ
I tried to explain to her but I was like 12 so I just stumbled over my words and was trying to not cry
A teacher was explaining math to me on the board and I started writing it down
She got mad like โeyes up here are you listening??โ
I was literally writing it down !!!?!?
I was so confused I stopped and she erased it before I got to write it down lmao
School sucked
I have got a plethora of miscommunications leading me to get into trouble
Love being a weird little adhd autism kid in school not officially diagnosed yet ๐๐
Everyone just thought I was naughty!!!!
I literally screamed out when I saw this
Fucking Hatsune Miku in a Target ??
?????
An officially licensed Miku PJโs just in a regular person shop..
WHAT
(Yes I bought it)
(btw not saying the person who called me miss was wrong for it AT ALL.
Im just describing the weird feeling of having myself identity checked of oh yeah im an existing person with features that lead to assumptions of my identity.)
It is very easy and helpful AND there is a discount going for Eid right now!
Use code โEIDโ!
Donโt forget there is both Simly and Holafly!
Both are needed both are easy and a very helpful gesture !
HEREโS HOW TO DONATE E-SIMS TO SOMEONE IN GAZA
-download the app Simly
-search for Palestine
-buy one of the options (5gb is good - this is what Iโve been buying)
-screenshot the QR code
-send the screenshot to gazaesims
@gmail
.com
#ConnectingGaza
I just watched Nimona with my brother
Crying and sobbing..
PLEASE WATCH IT
The main character is canonically mlm, and Nimona herselves story is literally so heavily trans coded itโs crazy
I think the story goes a little fast at times but they worked with getting a comic-
With constant thoughts everyone secretly hates me due to BPD, reminding myself Iโm not special and no oneโs even thinking about me has helped me a lot
โNo one caresโ being flipped around to remind myself no one cares about every little mistake I make, no oneโs even watching bro
me when i am an existing being with a physical body that people can view
(i dont feel negative or positive. i feel indifferent maybe perhaps slightly disconnected / disassociate by it)
also if ur thinking who sticks their fingers in their ears to say that, i dont know i was 12 a kid and autistic it made sense to me
i think its from being taught stuff like, finger over the mouth to signal quiet ect.. hand up if u have something to say
i thought it worked.
I'm a highschool drop-out,
I dropped out because of my at this time undiagnosed Autism, ADHD, and Mental illness.
Everyone watched me struggle, and didn't know what to do.
I dropped-out in grade 10.
I spent the next several years understanding myself better-
I have been working towards this for 3 years!!
I struggled, I took 2 years longer then I should, but I fucking did it.
Mental illness, depression, ADHD couldn't fucking stop ME!!!
It tried, even if it meant I took the long path around I DID IT!
Guys letโs just have an honesty policy
You know if something is your fetish, there is no such thing as a SFW fetish by the definition of what a fetish is.
Donโt non consensually expose others to it especially commissioning someone who doesnโt realise itโs technically sexual..
Simple explanation for those who arenโt Australian,
There was a vote for whether indigenous Australians got a voice in parliament
It has been NATIONWIDE, โnoโ
The race has been called. There is too many no votes itโs been called. Itโs no.
I feel crazy
If you can still see your phobias ect thatโs fine
Just for me at least yes even a stupid fake video game tarantula doesnโt work for me, there is 0 enjoyment, just frozen unspeakable fear
Itโs seriously like activation caveman survival mode brain
I wish it wasnโt like that but.
this is the most stupid for views thing I have ever seen but I can't stop cry laughing at this
When 86 of your friends are thirsty and you're going to go get them drinkies (this has happened before)
I know im not the only one to feel like this..
we are together in it..
ppl with identity disorders..
gender dysphoria, body dysmorphia, osdd, did, ect ect ect... lots of reasons
we are together and i feel less alone
Seeing a lot of gender talk and wanted to say the weird feelings of being a non-transitioned in any physical way boygirlโฆ
To anyone who doesnโt specifically know my gender, Iโm just a cis-female..
I am totally happy to be called a girl, or a boy, or neither.. or both!
But-
sometimes i love being feminine and enjoy my outward appearance, sometimes i feel more masculine and wish i could look just a bit different
sometimes i feel both, and again wish i could look a bit more masculine cause i exclusively give 'girl' outwardly
sometimes i feel. none
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Later in that day I found the student behind some pieces ive seen around the college I love and asked him if his style was inspired from psychonauts and got a similar reaction
Studying my diploma in animation is GREAT!! ive never been around such like minded people...
I love bars that encourage grafitti
This bathroom was the cleanest nicest grafitti encouraged bar Iโve ever been in too??
(Iโll share my favourites I saw not by me below)
Iโm straight up obsessed with people who are dedicated to some obscure cartoon characters that no one else cares about,
Even better if they also draw LGBT art with them and theyโre just these two guys you donโt know from some weird European cartoon kissing and Iโm like,
God yes
(also to answer why I dont go by an organised satanism religion)
LaVay kinda sucked ass, and he basically puts himself up the top which defeats the "no god / worshiping a figure"
TST has has a lot of fuck ups that directly their tenants and what they are apparently fighting for
Some stuff about commissioning etiquette!
I wanted to make something to explain some thoughts I have!
( These are MY opinions and my PERSONAL rules for commissioning ME!! )
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I wonder if many non-aussies could read that this character is coded as a Indigenous Australian, It's his accent! Makes sense because his voice actor is Sean Choolburra
Maynard !!!
muting it time, this is just MY opinion not fact
if u wanna play it with them thats cool,
no one HAS to add this to their games, people like me might just choose to not play it which is fine
just explaining why I like this mode and why it makes sense even in a scary game
Free ValorKitty icons + Banners thread ๐ค๐
I made these awhile ago and I am finally making them free to use for the public, just credit me ๐ค
Find Banners below (ship themes!!)
And find a link to my Kofi for all of them in Hi-res but feel free to just save them here too..