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dd:dni || mdni
Joined June 2016
โ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง๐๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ญ. โ
desire is ugly. incessant. shaped like two hands wrapped around a throat.
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i have never felt more called out.
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4 months
everybody talks about possessiveness and obsession being hot until they're actually locked up in a basement . like why are you crying now . แฃ is this not what you were manifesting on tumblr dot com . แฃ anyway .
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no lucifer. you don't have a sense of humanity.
is this where you try to open up to me and appease to my sense of humanity?
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that's rich. i never imagined this being my life.
none of you can see much beyond your little lives.
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even the mother of your child. tsk.
most humans bore me.
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it feels that way. . . . do i really bore you :(
everything is not so black and white.
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what did i do so wrong that she would choose you over me?
she is an infant. so no. and when she is old enough, you will not like the choice she makes.
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does she get a choice?
this is samโs child. sheโll be the strongest. the best. you should be happy about that.
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i don't bore him when he's trying to get into my pants ๐
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things. change. my blood is still flowing through that child's veins i am more than just her caretaker, you can't take that away from me. or that fact that she has my features. you have other children, why can't you just leave this one alone? please.
i exist in all places. past. present. future. i know how this story unfolds and it bores me to be living in the details. you bore me. i respect you as my childโs caretaker but that is all. you are not necessary to my existence. nor are you necessary to hers. so letโs just. (โฆ)
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fine.
it is the last choice you will have in this matter.
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do i have a choice in that?
should i be very blunt with you?
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no. we aren't doing this. you aren't going to scare me into thinking i have no control. i know you don't give a shit about a baby.
why is it that you think you have some control over my actions?
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okay. then i don't really care that you're her father. leave. you're done. no more access.
i donโt really care.
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sometimes i feel like a single mother.
get to the point, guinevere.
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i don't care. i want stability for her.
i have a busy schedule.
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you can't just show up whenever you feel like.
you canโt help it.
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not if i can help it. [ she muttered under her breath ]
someday she will rule hell itself. you should be more prepared to think of her as a monster.
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don't call her that, she's just a baby. she's in bed now anyway, how convenient for you, hmm?
she is a vile creature and i could never scare her! besides! iโm wearing glasses!
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are you saying that i, the woman who spends all of her time with her, doesn't know what would scare her?
i donโt think you could comprehend what would scare her.
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because you'll scare her.
why not?
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