I've just heard the news that the love of my life passed away...we are still waiting on more information...I don't know how I feel or what to do...the pain is unbearable. I will never forget the memories we made! She was far too young for this & had so much to give 😭😭😭💔💔💔!
When Mariia died
@s1mpleO
was the first one to come and make sure I was OK, he spent multiple evenings with me after filming and was there to support me. Thank you Sasha, you are the goat and an amazing friend 💛🖤🇺🇦🏆 Love you brother 👊🏼👊🏼!
There is no bringing her back. I’ve never said before. I kept hope that she would magically come back into my life like a movie but sadly god had other plans for her. The therapy I’ve had & still go through is so helpful.
I would just trade anything for even one more day 💔
Kyiv goes into lockdown on the 30th which means the funeral has to be on the 29th. I'm filming the last bit of content today & PGL have kindly arranged flights for me to make it to the funeral and then I'll be back to cover the Major again ASAP. Everyone's support means so much❤
I don't know what you did
@Gaules
but my twitter is broken 😂! It won't load anything, I just keep getting notifications. Thank you brother, thank you Brazil 🇧🇷! Hope you liked the lunch with
@arTcsgo
👊🏼❤!
11th July I asked the most important woman of my life to marry me. An incredible woman. Sadly she passed away and we never got to walk down the aisle…there isn’t a day I don’t think about her, I don’t think about what could be. I love her so much & I know she’s waiting for me 💔
Thank you Rio, this was unforgettable & so special. I live for moments like this & jumping in the crowd has amazing 🇧🇷❤️!
I’ve seen top clubs play at premier league football games, stadiums packed out but I’ve never seen or heard anything like what I witnessed today.
#IEM
I can't thank the
@CSGO
community enough. I don't know how I'd feel without you all right now. When I'm on my own it hurts, the pain is real but when I'm near other people & surrounded by your support and doing my job I can forget it all and keep pushing on. Thank you ❤!
Everyone at PGL have been incredibly supportive. I've dealt with losses but nothing like this. I will continue on with the Major, it is what she would of wanted as there's nothing I could do back home...just have to wait and keep myself busy.
Just met
@andrekenzo11
in the elevators, I respect his drive and passion, this guy loves CS:GO, covering everything he can in Portuguese in a unique way 🤩 Have a great day buddy!
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She would of turned 27 today, she’s celebrating it in heaven, waiting for me to join her. I’m always thinking of her, I carry her with me in my heart wherever I go 💔!
This is just the start. We lost to the better team, WP
@imperialesports
! We will continue to work hard & grow as a team, right now it’s painful but we will fight back. We made Legends and the future is bright for the
@_badnewseagles
🦅🇽🇰🇦🇱❤️Go show the boys some love!
#PGLMajor
"It hurts but it's true, that I will never ever see you again
And I'll never ever hold you again
In my arms, never ever again,
And I will never ever feel you again
But I will always love you the same
My girl never ever again
I wish we had a little more luck in love"
R.I.P ❤
Just spoken to a friend of mine. Bombs have also been dropped in Kyiv. Some dropped towards airport. Trying to contact more of my family. This is horrifying.
I don't know if there is a god or whatever the fuck it could be but I just beg that I can have some peace in my life, just for a bit. With no bad stuff happening, no loss, no pain, just a bit of relief because it honestly seems to never stop, like I'm cursed or something.
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She was the prettiest thing I've ever seen but it's wasn't that, that set her apart. It's wasn't what was in her mind but in her heart.
It's not what was on Instagram in knickers and bras, thots...It was ride or die till death do us part...the sad part is death came too fast 💔
Paris, Accor arena, you were incredible! Thank you so much for all of these indescribable emotions, I have nothing left, my voice has gone, my hands were shaking after the last “BRING THE HYPE” and I’m so happy that I could once again be involved in
@CounterStrike
history, for…
I believe your consciousness is still out there somewhere. I never thought we’d ever say goodbye. Our hearts are tangled in time, wherever you are I hope you read these words and hear my thoughts! I hope I’m making you proud ❤️!
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I said whoever won vs NAVI and FURIA will win this Major, FURIA showed up in a big way today, let’s see if they can make the
#IEM
Rio Major their own, what a story that would be!
Got a lot of love & respect for the
@_badnewseagles
team. I’m coming on to help them out with structure + finding the right organisation to support them. I want them to focus on the game and I won’t be taking anything from the team for my work. Let’s see the eagles soar 🦅!!!
We are happy to announce a new addition to the Bad News Eagles Team. We proudly present James Banks as our new Team Manager. He will cooperate with us in our quest to conqueror the CSGO scene and help us reach new heights. Everyone welcome him into our family. ❤️🦅
@BanKsEsports
Decided to get a tattoo randomly yesterday🇧🇷!
He was a fan I met at the barber shop by chance and he said he would love to tattoo me, his anime work is incredible 😍!!!
His Instagram:
Another Major that I’m so thankful to be apart of, I didn’t expect to be at this one and when I got asked I was so happy. My first time in Brazil was unforgettable. Thank you to
@ESLCS
for having me & thank you to the Brazilian community for the love, support & happiness!
#IEM
I’m proud of my brother & friend on winning player of the decade 2012-2022, he’s the greatest of all time 🐐 and does things in game which shouldn’t even possible 🤯while also being a great friend!
Congratulations
@s1mpleO
❤️🇺🇦❤️!
#IEM
Berlin Major. My first Major & I nearly had to cancel, as no one else could have Bear. Mariia said she could handle it & I should go. We facetimed every day and I was able to attend. Now I travel back to the
#PGLMajor
, heartbroken, but I'm going to smash it for her ❤!
I've always loved the brilliance that CS:GO on-air talent has to offer, but there's something special about how insightful
@BanKsEsports
's interviews are.
All the praise, all the attention, all the love that the CS community has showed him in recent times, it's all deserved.
1 year since you were taken from me, from us, far too young, far too early. I’ve said my goodbyes but I’ll never get over you, I’ll never stop loving to you 💔!
The fight from
@imperialesports
in that game was the exact fire and passion we know and love from the Brazillians! It was not an easy journey but they made it to the first Major in Brazil, that was one hell of a game 🇧🇷❤️🔥! Crowd is going to go nuts!!!
#IEM
I love
@CSGO
. I love my job. I love this community. I’m so thankful for everything CS has given me. I’ve been to some dark places but CS has always been there for me, I’m glad I never gave up.
Today was very special for me, thank you so much❤️!
#PGLMajor
⚡️BREAKING: Russia's President Vladimir Putin announced that Russia will conduct "a special military operation" to "demilitarize" Ukraine, de facto declaring a war on Ukraine.
My building still stands, my cameras are working. Families next to my apartment have left and the old couple who run the cat hotel Luna stays at refuse to leave, even when I told them to seek safety, they still send new photos of Luna...They are both over 60 years old 💔😭!
We have Ukranian & Russian players within the same teams. None of them want this and they are friends & brothers. I truly hope there will be only respect shown to all of those competing during this situation. It is not one country good, another bad. It is just horrible politics.
The
#IEM
Rio🇧🇷 Major was phenomenal. I feel proud of what I was able to add to the Major.
A new level of diversity in the interviews & how they are done (ESLs ideas F1 style).
Crowd was insane. Positive vibes every day. Energy through the roof.
CS is life, CS is love ❤️!
GG!
The circumstances that NAVI were playing this tournament under were the toughest you can think of. Yet they stepped on the stage, gave their all & fought as teammates and friends. Nothing but love and respect for them all! We will come back stronger💛🇺🇦🇷🇺🖤!
#navination
#IEM
"Our army forces are fighting and defending us. They are strong. We are waiting for information. I'm hoping that someone comes to our help because we are strong but it is really scary, I'm saying this to you because you are somewhere there." - hearing this on a voice note 💔
Memories from our last New Years together when it was lock down but we still made the most of it and enjoyed ourselves, memories and moments I will cherish forever ❤💔 my queen, my first love!
This is absolutely incredible. Amazing to see from Brazil, the energy in the room is electrifying!
NAVI has never faced a crowd like this against them.
FURIA has never had this kind of support from a crowd!
Game on 🇧🇷🔥
#IEM
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We're living in sad times. Spoken to family and friends in Kyiv. They are strong but scared with different views on what to do next. It's frustrating being so helpless. Fucking politics.
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Even I didn’t think this NAVI lineup was going to win the
#PGLMAJOR
but I always want it for my team…it’s a new look NAVI but it’s still B1ad3 and his system…I am so happy for every single one of these players. What a dream run!!!!
He wears his heart on his sleeve and gives his 100% all the time. Absolute fucking legend
@Vitality_apEX
❤❤❤😭😭😭! It was was impressive last dance, thank you!
A photo tells a thousand words, this will hurt for EF but they can be proud of their performance and the fact they’ve shown they can compete at this level!
#PGLMAJOR
I really want to thank all
@pglesports
staff + all players, teams and organisations who made me feel like it was a normal day, it made it easier to just make the content and try block this nightmare out. I'm very fortunate that everyone has been so understanding ❤
One of the best CEOs I’ve met in esports. One mistake does not define a person. We all deserve second chances. I’ve made so many mistakes and huge fuck ups yet I’ve been helped and supported. This is a massive loss for G2.
m0NESY is something special. We spoke yesterday and he said he felt confident on the stage and good nerves. He's dreamed of playing on a big stage and now he wants to go all the way...so far so good 😳👏🏼
#IEM
Ready to support the boys in our semi final game vs G2. Major final rematch but the difference is we are finally getting m0NESY vs s1mple on one of the biggest stages in CS 👀...this is going to be hype, let's go
@natusvincere
💛🇺🇦🇷🇺🖤!
#navination
#IEM
!!!!
No smoking cigarettes since 24/01.
No alcohol since 30/01.
Still vaping/snus but positive steps forward.
I've always been comfortable on my own, enjoying my own space/time but with her, everything was better and now I'm trying to discover how to be alone & happy again.
Poli-tricks. Scared "leaders". False promises. Stupid games. Sanctions that came too late. All costing innocent peoples lives 🤬💔!
#UkraineInvasion
#UkraineRussia
Managing to talk to friends & fiancées family. They told me the roads are crazy busy, gas stations already being emptied, people trying to decide whether they stay where they are or try and move. Some moving to underground. Sirens now also going off in Kyiv for emergency.
I was told my entire life no to cry & not to show it but that is so wrong. Don't bottle up those emotions and let it build up inside of you! Doesn't matter if you are a "man" there is nothing wrong with your tears!!!!
The Truth about Paul ‘Redeye’ Chaloner’s abuse of power verbally & physically in the esports/gaming industry while his company Code Red threaten & blackmail me if I release the information:
I hope to do a lot more crowd check-ins and interviews, so far everyone I met in the arena was super respectful, understood I couldn’t do pics when needing to film and was patient. The energy is electrifying and it was a lot of fun! Good vibes!!!
#IEM
FURIA have really been through some shit these last two games, they are the highest ranked NA team, they are playing incredibly well as a unit and handling all of this madness from Twitter drama to DDOSing very well, full respect to them!
#BLASTPremier
The last event in the calendar,
@BLASTPremier
World Finals 2021 was the perfect way to end the year, surrounded by friends doing what I love. This year has been the toughest of my life, I'm completely broken inside and unsure of what the future holds but one thing I known is...