Lmfao this is really cool

tune in! talking about my ban

The Great Gaslight by @netflix

I really only have a problem with it because it’s already got a name: “learning to play guitar”

Idk if anyone’s ready to hear this, but “the CAGED system” is just a random assortment of relatively common guitar principles that have little or nothing to do with each other

I still can’t sleep

While we’re at it, Christianity is a cult, Jesus was a narcissist, and god’s not real

Everything feels very hopeless rn tbh

I mean I was belittled literally for ten hours straight today, I am not joking

And if I end up having to quit one of these jobs, I’m going to have to quit the one I kinda like and keep the one that makes me feel like shit all the time.

Also quite literally every joint in my entire body is so sore now. Like my fingers hurt to bend. I’ve also already worked 46 hours this week and I’ve got another 17 to go before I get a day off

I seriously don’t know I’m supposed to go to work tomorrow. My boss telling me I did “good today” at the end of the day doesn’t make up for the constant shitty things he said to me throughout the day.

Can anyone give me the flu or something

It’s just that I don’t really have any or many days off anymore and I’m spending most of my time at both jobs being talked down to and I’m genuinely not sure how much I can take

Also literally both of my fucking jobs, knowing about the other one, scheduled me on days they weren’t supposed to next week, and they overlap. Fortunately, both jobs think they’re the most important one so that’s gonna make it really easy

Genuinely I just want to work somewhere where I feel like they fucking want me to work there too. I’m so tired of feeling like I constantly have to fight to prove that I’m able to do the job, despite the fact that I’m already fucking doing the goddamn job.

Also it’s 4 am and I’m not fucking tired and that sucks too

Also my boss at one of my new jobs is extremely rude and disrespectful but I’m worried that if I politely ask him to stop talking to me like that then he’ll fire me and I can’t afford that rn

Also people keep saying that quitting smoking gets easier after 2 weeks and I am here to say that that’s bullshit

I would not recommend doing the math at your low paying job to figure out how much you’ve made so far in the week it’ll probably just make you want to not go tomorrow

I no longer remember what it’s like to be excited about or look forward to things.