If you aren't watching this lovely woman on twitch what are you even doing with your life? Ps these streams are usually so (chillbut) hype that I can barely read my textbooks while I lurk. 💙 her supporters are amazing!

https://t.co/7xZgbzihH1

Ps...if you aren't streaming Golden Girls in your non asmr down time, what are you even doing with your life? 🤓👵🏻

I'm gonna try to be around more. I also have a lot of content to catch up on. ❤Sending good vibes+love to you.❤ (Also pls forgive typos. It's a low spoon, high pain day for me today)

but I do want to come back. I'm really missing the community and creative outlet asmr provided me. Oh another thing, I started an online college course this fall. I haven't been a student in like a century. It's rough going, but it'll be worth it. I hope you are all well.

Lately I've been lurking over on twitch in asmr/music/spiritual streams and it's really brought me back to life. I'm feeling more hopeful, even amongst all the hard brain/emotional work I'm doing. So I don't know the "where, when, how's or whats" I'll be doing+

Aside from moving to work from home, that's about it. But what 2020 has done for me is given me more time to think. To sit with my discomfort and see where I grow. This includes the future of my channel. I'm really evaluating what I can handle and how I want to execute it.

Here's the thing, for me 2020 didn't change my lifestyle too much. I didn't spend much physical time with people before lock down. Though I am missing that aspect now at 7 months later. And errands have changed from a regular weekly task to every other week if I can manage it.

Hi all...I'm popping up from my unintentional extended hiatus. First of all thank you to everyone who checked in - I'm sorry I never responded. I am doing okay. 2020 has just really punched hard. Around the time I took my break I was starting to be "forced" into shadow work.

It not only feels productive, it also feels easier than self reflection, acceptance, change, growth and self love....just because it feels easier or more productive doesn't meant it's healthy. Take a deep breath and try to love yourself today. Be gentle.

Whether your videos are hifi or lofi, whether they are views 5x or 500k, you are successful. Because you put your heart into a project that meant something to you. You CREATED something special. You put yourself out there. Be proud of yourself. Your worth is not your numbers.

😍😍😍 she's a beginner ASMRtist. Must develop more tingle immunity. 😆

Well now that I'm am done premiere hopping I suppose I should promote my own fairy video. Instead of complaining about it I'll just tell you that it is FLAWSOME. I hope you enjoy it! https://t.co/qPC69j4j7b

Another wonderful premier upcoming. Come join me in toggling between them! Lol

I'm so glad some of us fairies did full videos too because I'm not ready to leave the hovel yet. Lol I hope to see you there.

MY VIDEO IS EXPORTING! I MAY LOOK LIKE A LITTLE LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW. I CAN'T STOP YELLING. HAPPY YELLING! 😆

I am so grateful today that my computer allowed me to edit the bulk to my full fairy roleplay. Like...thank the editing gods! 😃 I had almost given up on this video and it made me SO sad. I put a lot of work into the set and filming, even if it's not my best.

It has been an absolute honour and so much fun to be a little part of Sage's amazing and magical world. I hope to see many of your beautiful faces at the premiere. 💙

When I get a new computer I am gonna have on helluva time on this old dinosaur. 😤😡😭

Unfortunately there was no good morning video today because my computer wasn't cooperating. Right now I'm not sure about the rest of the week, or the full fairy roleplay that is planned for this weekend. 🙁