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@Ardentlyca

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Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.โ € โ €โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ซ โ•ฑ ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ โ•ฑ #๐ธ๐‘›๐‘–๐‘”๐‘š๐‘Ž โ € โ €โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €

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Joined July 2022
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@Ardentlyca
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๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐‰๐จ๐š๐ง๐ง๐š ๐ฏ๐š๐ง ๐ƒ๐š๐ฅ๐ž๐ง, ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐š๐ฏ๐š๐ข๐ฅ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐š๐ญ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ž๐ง๐ญ, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š ๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐š๐ ๐ž ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ.
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@Ardentlyca
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ยซ my opinion. Doesnโ€™t mean you can relate, it might be totally different for you. But I need to step back and breathe the real life in and out without the RP world lingering in the back of my mind. Take care for now, wishing you all the best. And perhaps, till next time.
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@Ardentlyca
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ยซ one of us how we handle just being here. How we deal with the time spend in RP instead of RL. For me itโ€™s a constant guilt trip, like Iโ€™m cheating on my RL. I do need an escape, an outlet. But after all these years Iโ€™m wondering if RP is any good for me. This is my feeling, ยป
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Iโ€™m going to take some time away from RP. I feel this place is taking too much time and effort from me. A constant thing lingering in the back of my mind. Iโ€™ve been RPing for many years with several breaks in between, and I leak energy when Iโ€™m here. Itโ€™s very personal to each ยป
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ยซ issues in my life permanently, just to withdraw cowardly the minute I'm back in the dry cold, looking into a blurred mirror to my own reflection, concluding that I can't do it.
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ยป I often feel courageous enough to make final decisions on matters that make the quality of my life poor. Time I'm spending on things that won't add anything valuable to my existence. The moment I wash my hair clean, is the moment I am determined to cut off ppl or other ยป
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Shower sessions are my true escape when I need to get my head clear. Itโ€™s always in there when I realize whatโ€™s good for me, how I want to continue. But also a place where emotions donโ€™t have a hold, where tears can flow unseen, melting into the streaming water. ยป
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All these compliments, I can only be thankful that you took the time to read my piece. Itโ€™s small, but very deep. I intended to let the reader get unsettled by its horridness and yearning for answers. More will come soon..
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. . . . Iโ€™ve been intrigued by your account since we followed one another and when you said you were starting fresh with your story, I was eager to see how this would all play out and you definitely didnโ€™t disappointโ€”not at all. ยป
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Perhaps I should think about a writers tag?
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Damaged people are dangerous. They know how to make hell feel like home.
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ยซ Thereโ€™s something unspoken about the dark, something I can never quite put words to. Something terrifying yet beautiful.
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I like the darkness. Thereโ€™s something to the feeling of not knowing your surroundings, not seeing the color of things as they appear, but as they truly are. Thereโ€™s something about the unknown, the quiet, the cold. ยป
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Me time.
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I offer up this rebel heart, so stubborn and so restless from the start. I don't want to fight it anymore..
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@unabridgedplath
Sylvia Plath.
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Is anyone anywhere happy? No, not unless they are living in a dream or in an artifice that they or someone else has made
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Bleeding flowers..
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I enjoyed this piece a bit too much I think. The way she's plotting, how her mind works, the sarcastic details. I really like her. But not to be messed with, she's pretty lethal. What do they say, a woman who fakes a dashing smile is very dangerous. Or is it just me knowing this?
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ยซ neither horns nor tail could be seen. Nor was the bedding scorched. But this too was a dream; her husband was no longer roaming this earth..
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