Altermerea 🌺
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Lucy • 32 • she/her • wife of @StephsNaFluffy 💕 • bi/demisexual • prisoner of Eastern Europe • just a creature • 💊 4/4/23 • 💉 23/11/23 • priv: @Abyssmoder
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I don't want to take photos any more because they're also completely inauthentic for this reason. Person A is physically unphotographable, it's always person B. It's not an online persona either it's when I interact with people as well at a table I felt like a decoy, not real.
I don't know exactly how to say it without sounding insane but I don't think I'm actually the person I see in the mirror, like if I could label myself the person who says things online as "person A", then the entity who types this isn't actually her, but "person B", someone else.
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I also don't know why it happened but it feels like some sort of a punishment which is why it is mentally tormenting.
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I don't know if it was some kind of swap but for whatever reason that seems to be the case but it's making me suffer because it feels wrong and I don't want to be judged and inappropriate, like if the fact that I don't have the A form but the B form was a sort of a physical lie.
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Like there's been some swap and person A has will, but doesn't have physical form and it's consciously me, and person B doesn't have will or consciousness but has a physical form and that's person B, but I don't know why A lost her form and B lost their will, but A pilots B.
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I don't know exactly how to say it without sounding insane but I don't think I'm actually the person I see in the mirror, like if I could label myself the person who says things online as "person A", then the entity who types this isn't actually her, but "person B", someone else.
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When you see Junkoification or Floydification you're okay, but when you see Kirkification you start crying. History repeats itself.
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I have oomfies who are like this.
@archaicf0ssil Got this book from my little sister for Xmas and I wonder if that cover design is a reference one way or another given the identical colors and layout.
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Oh the struggles of being trans in the Pacific Northwestern region of America.
early into your transition you will be asked to join a polycule. it is very important that you DO NOT.
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Leave me alone, aaaa!
@JessOrWhatevs didn’t we all transition in protest of hegemonic gender norms?
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Makes sense, because my computer has bricked.
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@AliasTextured Art build with self hatred will always hurt deeper then than bigotry because bigotry is (at least partially) build on the fear of the unknown, thus they often lack the knowledge to truly cut deep.
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EVERYONE WISH MY WIFE GF HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOW!!!
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This is what some of you "he/him" "boymoders" "HRT reppers" sound like, btw.
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FFS is magic.
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Seeing "HRT is magic" timeline posts from people I've seen in surgery discords
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You make a quick "haha" for a group of like 200 people maybe and it'll circle the drain forever to hundreds of thousands for the next decade constantly, why? You are not going to look fondly at that phase of your life in the future when you stop being a babytran.
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