When I started my job, I had a goal to hit $1M in sales at 6 months. Everyone thought i was crazy. I hit $2M. At 6 months. Now at almost year 2, I'm sitting at almost $9M in sales. The grind is real. 💪💪💪
I know this season isn't ideal for most but as the first season I wanted to take the leap, it was a learning experience for sure. But this is my first time hitting diamond. 🥹🥹
Due to some unforseen family/home circumstances, I have to take a little bit of a step back from streaming and social media for a little while until I figure things out. Please be patient with me in these changes as I'm feeling really overwhelmed but I promise I will be back.
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I was opening packs while on a call with a friend and he said "Lord please give her shards." He wasn't even done the sentence and I opened this... 😍😍
I'm beginning to see the people that have been here for me and the people who have used me for what they needed and tossed me aside once they were finished. It's a hurtful truth but I have to accept it and never let them back in. 🖤
Had the best stream to date today thanks so some incredible people. Thank you so much to
@Xerafena
for joining me today. You made my whole week. ILY my angel.
Thank you to
@itsVengeance7
for helping me get my 100th win on conduit. 😭😭
Drag me to death, like a lit cigarette.
Took my last breath, like the smoke from my lips
I've lied for you, and I liked it too.
But my knees are bruised, from kneelin' to you.
Now, the joke's on you ☠️🔥😈
Art by:
@RECXNCY
I actually don't mind my blonde hair that I ended up with after my color faded but I am kinda ready to be a redhead again ☠️🔥😌Do you guys think I should go deep red or bright fiery red/orange ?
This was a really fun project that I worked on between commissions. It was by far the most complex piece I've completed since I started with procreate. I designed the skin based on "Astral Treasure". I hope you guys love it 😭
@PlayApex
@Respawn
#ApexLegends
#loba
#artist
NO WAY. My lifeline idol. Tysm, friend. 😭😭 Term has got to be one of the most genuine people I know. He's not afraid to be true to himself and to others. Love you Term! 🩷🩷🩷
I need help you guys!! I had an interview today and I haven't been this excited about a new role in such a long time! Can you help me manifest this new opportunity??
😭😭🙏🙏 words can't describe the feeling I had when I saw this for the first time. Pepper is literally amazing. I don't know how one person can contain so much talent in one soul. LOVE YOU PEPPER
@PlayApex
@TheMelaLee
Yesterday was one of the worst days I have had in a very long time at work. Having a boss that doesn't care shakes the entire foundation of a team. Please, can this be over soon? Just need new management or I just need to move on. 😭
Time and time again I put too much of my heart into something and just get tossed aside like table scraps. My heart feels like it's going to fall right out of my chest one of these days.
I just want you guys to know that i appreciate you so much. The ones that truly are here for me... I love you so much. I'm not the best at replying and I'm not the best friend in general. Just know that you matter to me. 💜
I haven't played Apex for too long but I truly feel like it's no longer a game for people that just want to have fun. The matchmaking is garbage, there are smurfs infesting the game and bugs make the game unplayable. Plus Respawn doesn't listen to feedback about cheaters or bugs.
I'm trying. There are still many things I can do better as a friend but there is only so long that I can last without at least a little bit of effort. It's okay to have standards and it's okay to turn the page on a friendship if it feels one-sided.
I want to take a moment to thank everyone who has supported me up to this point. I love you guys so much!
With that being said, there will be a change to the content that I am bringing in the near future...
These are some of the fun things I've been drawing lately. 🥰 More to come soon. My goal is to set up an etsy store with some more basic emotes/badges but offer customization 🩷 Commissions are open
Anxiety and depression are besties. They love to work together to make it as difficult as possible for me to open my eyes each morning. All I want to do is sleep all the time and I'm just spiraling 😞
Last year I made a goal of hitting $1,OOO,OOO in sales on Jan 1 and I passed $2,000,000. This year I made a goal of hitting $6,000,000 in sales and I've passed $7,000,000. I think I found my calling. 💎
We did it 😭😭 made it to 1.7k followers on the purple app 💜
@Twitch
I can't tell you how amazing it feels to have such an amazing community. I love you guys so much.
Thank you so much you guys. I love you all so much.
On top of that, we were able to get 5 donations for Vincent that totalled $150! Thank you all so so much for the ongoing support and for extending your hearts to Vincent and his family. ❤️❤️
Day 21
Today I want to highlight someone that has a big influence on the Apex community, but unlike a lot of other bigger streamers, he is actually really entertaining to watch. I'm always laughing when I watch him play. And, he's just a great person. Thabk you
@CrazyRachet
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I think it's weird when "bigger" streamers invite you to play a game but refuse to use comms with you. But will talk to the other person in their party. It makes them seem pretentious.