i cant stop eating but like its my bday so im convincing myself its fine.

RT @zpdl_xl: let’s not tell people to stay away from sodium??.

i might fuck up a whole cheesecake tbh.

RT @himesatoru: I hate christianity.I hate rich people.I hate israel.I hate MAGA.I support killing rapist.I support killing nazi's. https://….

anyway happy bday to me.

i am disgusting.

i got 27k steps yesterday and im already at 25k rn and its only 6pm so at least i’ve burned a decent amount.

i say this shit and then immediately go buy a milkshake.

on a scale of 1-10 how bad of an idea is it to take a few lax before going out again w my friends for the day.

half of my fucking tl is just this

RT @fjmarlowe: As a chopped-presenting attractive person….

RT @10mgmelatonin: i need to get worse bro. i need to recover. i seriously need to restrict harder. i need to do semi-recovery asap. i need….

good morning ik i gained fr but im hoping im not back in triple digits theres no way i gained over 4lbs overnight.

RT @sasukemeupet_:

are yall still doing this i stg.

wait no i didnt beliege it my friend was like “onggg he wanted u soooo bad” and i was like “omg shut up” but now hes immediately DMED ME AFTER I GAVE HIM MY INSTA ASKING IF IM IUT AGAIN THIS WEEKEND???.

apparentky i was being flirted woth????.

im trying so hard to have a good time rn but im in agony. my spine hurts my bone hurts i can barely walk my stomach feels like its either going to explode or im going to shit myself and im on the verge of tears constantly this disorder is ruining mt life.

worst stomach cramps ever this is why i shouldn’t eat.

gave my friends my brownies and they looked at me went “these are eating disorders brownies arent they” IM CRYINGGGG.