WEEK OF OCTOBER 26TH - NOVEMBER 1ST =U= ABWABWABABWABWABBWABWBA

(๑`^´๑)۶ STREAM ⋮ 7:00 PM PST RED DEAD REDEMPTION 2! =U= ➔ https://t.co/0ZlUGLemvH ➔ https://t.co/Qy2IWendh2 FILLED UP ON TAMALES, BOBA AND COW BOY DREAMS

thank you

were playing devil may cry (my game did a weird glitch thing..) https://t.co/Ri9hAXi8jn https://t.co/H96SlJh2qz

now live. https://t.co/Ri9hAXi8jn https://t.co/joFYmKK5HU

I just wanted to tell you guys that I’m going live tonight @ 5pm pst. I want to just talk. We might play a video game. I hope to move on, I have goals to hopefully accomplish along side projects. I hope to see some of you tonight. I hope you continue to support me.

Today’s Oshi day. I don’t normally celebrate such things. But sometimes I can’t help but wonder if I am someone oshi. I always stay humble and grateful for those who support me. For those who watch me stream even if it’s a small amount. If I am your oshi thx for loving me

Darker colors ^^. But I had a lot of self reflection..and I’m glad I’m ok.. I’m going to probably take a break until the end of the week from the app

As for my arm there is no sign of external bleeding but it is extremely sore, there are more bruising make themselves known, It went from just my forearm to my Now my entire arm. It’s just filled with

I want nothing to do with. I’m still shaken. I’m sure I will be for a while. I’m sure mentally and emotionally. this feeling will never go away. I will forever be scared, more anxious. And hyper aware of my surroundings.

I wanted to give an update. I know it hasn’t been 48 hours yet… My tweets about what happened to me have sense gone viral. It’s been a scary last view hours. And while I appreciate the support, the kind words, my tweets on my trauma have also reached a side of the internet

Oh join the discord :D I’m trying to reach 1k members (currently at 400) Pretty please? With a cherry on top? https://t.co/xl3MmvJvvh

“If you would have just—“ “I don’t beli—“ “I bet your ille—“ “If you don’t like it why are you he—“ “We don’t like your ki—“

So stop calling me a anchor baby because I ain’t and will never be many generations up in this bitch

Harassing me about my legal status is stupid haha. My family are descendants from slavery here in America on both sides despite me being mixed with Asian and hispanic from my father’s side. I was forcibly a citizen in this shit hole with all you nazis and facists. Bwomp

Not all of them ofc..I appreciate those who stuck up for me 🥀

The quote retweets on my tweets are dehumanizing…

Now I have to ice my arm and pray it’s just bruising and I didn’t tear a muscle or anything worse because the arm they hurt again was same arm that was hurt months ago in a scooter accident in which I had to be casted…

And everything it hurts…I wouldn’t wish this on anyone else…but for people to try and downplay, ignore, flip and bash and harass me for what happened TO ME is the reason why victims never speak their truth… I did everything I had everything and still got hurt and harmed..

But it didn’t have to be that way. But because of the color of my skin and them racially profiling me I was handled the way I was despite being scared and following orders while they were the aggressor…and to see people defend these who traumatized me hurts…calling me dramatic

At the end of the night.. It happened..should it have happened the way it did? No…but people have tired to twist and flip my story when my story was straight forward…I’m just glad to be alive . I could have ended up dead..or kidnapped…I’m just glad it was a few bruises.